us? there's no us ✰ Carl Gallagher

✰one✰

"Bella get up! it's already 7, you are going to be late!" my day started horribly as always. its a first day of high school. I was super scared because carl, my best friend wasn't coming with me, he was in juvie, cuz that stupid boy wanted to be a fucking drug dealer.

"Bella!" i hear my mum screaming again.

"okay, okay! i'm getting up" i yelled and start getting ready. i put blue jeans and black long sleeve top on, put my blond, long hair up and went down.

i got  message from debs, my other friend and carls sister. she was in second year of high school.

Debora✰

-hey bells, i'll meet u in a 10 min.

k, bet-

i put my converses on and took my bag.

my dad was passed out on the couch. he is drug addict and plus alcoholic. and my mum was psycho. i'd mostly take care of them when they weren't sobers. i was sick of them, but i didn't had a choice.

i didn't said a word to my mum and left to meet debbie.

"okay bella you have to listen to me, this is a secret and you cant say a word about it to anyone" debbie started right away i saw her.

"why is everyone telling me a secret? huuh?" to be honest i hate secrets, im tired of them.

"well actually you never talk and wont say a thing."

"okay say it"

"i'm pregnant" she said it quickly as fuck.

"WHAT?!" i couldn't believe it. 15 year old debbie was pregnant...

"yeah and father run away to Florida" she said it sadly.

"derek?"

"yeah.."

"i didn't though that he would be such a pussy.. he loved you, didn't he? i remember you saying it"

"yeah he did say that. listen, fiona doesn't know about it, i lied to her" i knew what fiona would thought about this, she knew that it was hard to be young parent. she was one when monica, their mom left them and frank, their dad was drunk for 24/7. she was the one who took care of the kids, she was the real mum to them.

"she wants you to get abortion?"

"yeah and im against of it. i wanna keep it. i need support from family and you are one of us, so what do you think?" i felt really bad, i didn't wanted to hurt her fillings.

"im okay with it, i support you" i hugged her. " by the way, have you visited carl lately?"

"no we haven't, fiona is working and none of us have time for it."

oh...

"i wanna go, we cant just leave him alone there and forget him."

"you can go, but you need adult to get there"

"yeah." i couldnt trust my mum about it, even tho if she would say yes, she would ditch me on the last minute.

i can go by my self. well i have a fake id and maybe they will fall for it? ill try it tomorrow. i missed him a lot. he is one of my favorite person and i dont want him to feel alone.

✦ Time skip ✦

school was shit as always. in the past carl was the one who made it better, funnier. but now everyone sucks. even the teachers. 

When i got back from school, i really thought about fake id and maybe it was stupid idea. So i decided to call lip, carls oldest brother and my dearest friend and ask him to come with me.

He answered right away.

 Lip: "hey bells whats up"
Bella: "hey, listen are you free tomorrow?"
Lip: "yeah, are you asking me to go on the date with you?" I could hear his laugh.
Bella: "oh you wish! I want to visit carl and i need an adult, so will you come with me?"
Lip: "yeah sure, its a date"
Bella: "bruh shut it" and i hung up.

I was so happy that i would see carl tomorrow..

Just 6 more month bella, you can wait.

I studied and then left for work. i work at little cafe in north side. it was good place and they are paying me pretty well. 

when i entered the cafe, first one i saw was the owner, Nora. she was sweet old lady.

"good evening bella, how are you swettie?" she asked my nicely.

"im good miss, how are you" i smiled at her.

"im good as well. Cassie has a fever and cant work tonight. can you change her?"

"yes, sure" that meant that i had to work till two am and i was going to close cafe. 

A/n: english isn't my native language and im sorry if there are so many mistakes. plus this is short. also i might change ff name later. vote and comment what do you want to happen next, or what do you think about this story.