Life feels like a hole.
My father used to say to me
"Graduate school,go to uni,get a job,have kids,get married."
And that would be the rest of my life.
I don't wanna live it like that,I wanna be free.
I wanna go see the world.
I wanna experience everything I can.
I can't just do that.
I won't,I can't.
It's not fair.
I feel trapped.
Alone.
Drowned.
I hate this.
I hate feelings.
I hate screaming.
Feeling angry.
Sad.
I know I'm not normal,but it's not like I want to be normal like
The rest of them.
"I don't wanna live in a hole anymore."
-fantastic mr fox.(2009)
