Well, uh... first one. In this, I'll talk about the dream as well as what I take it to mean. So.. yea.
Where to start? How about with the one that scared me the most. Some of you may know my dream to be military Special Forces. Well, in this dream, I had just come back from deployment, and, like so many of our soldiers, felt unwanted and unloved, or was haunted by the scars of the battlefield. So I took my own life. As my blood splattered onto the wall, the dream changed. People stood around my funeral casket as my body was lowered. The blood on the walls was now the tears that they shed. There were two people who didn't cry. Now, for personal reasons, these people shall remain nameless. It was just as the last bit of dirt was lowered in that I woke up, a spectator for my own death.
I think what this one means is that I'm worried about the future, as well as worried that those two people don't care about me as much as they say. This one scared me, because most of it could actually happen.
