FRIENDS TURNED LOVERS ( complete)

7

I knew that with pregnancy my hormones and emotions will be a whole hell of a lot different than they were before. and I am not at all bothered by it cause its part of the journey leading up to the birth of mine and Happy's baby's arrival.

But when I cry over being ignored and my husband continues to ignore me then that's when I have an issue.

& yes I know its nothing to do with my pregnancy. But it doesn't help my outta wack emotions and hormones any.

I had tried countless times to get Happy to pay attention to me so we could talk about names for our boy. but he kept drinking and talking with his club brothers.

I walked off with tears in my eye and I left the clubhouse.

I headed to the library and went to the section that had books about pregnancy, name ideas, and other information any new parent might need.

I had turned my phone off and grabbed a couple of books before I walked to the rocking chair that they had and started looking through the books I picked.

After I got all the information that would be helpful I headed out of the library and went to the diner to grab a late lunch before going home where I stayed in the partly put-together nursery.

I sighed and took note of what needed to be done before I got to work.

despite me not supposed to be doing this I will not call Happy and ask him to do this cause he was supposed to have done this already but he only half assed it so he could go hang with the guys at the club.

I had clunked out from being tired and I just laid my head against the crib and fell asleep.

when I was shook awake I groaned and  slapped the person shaking me.

"knocked it off" I say

"what is wrong with you?" Happy asked

"at the moment I have a fucking lazy ass husband that doesn't fucking give to shits about my pregnancy and our son." I say

"I'm not fucking lazy" he says

"horseshit. you was supposed to finish the nursery for our son but you half assed it just to go drinking with the guys" I say

"they are my club brothers" he says

"yeah well our son is blood." I say

"I know that" he says

"but like I said you don't care" I replied before I carefully and slowly got up.

"its done" he says

"no shit Happy. I fucking did the remainder of putting this nursery together cause you couldn't fucking find time away from shooting shit and guzzling beer with the boys to do it like you swore you would" I say

"what do you want me to do?" he asked

"nothing except leave me the fuck alone," I say before I walked out of the room.

I headed into his and my room and packed a bag before I walked out ignoring him calling for me and asking me where I was going.

I drove off and didn't care if he tried to follow me or not.

Whn I got mid way to where I was going I pulled off to the side of the road. I deleted the messages and voicemails from Happy before I called his mom and Aunt.

"hello darlin" she greets

"Hi mama" I replied

"you coming to see me?" she asked

"yeah if you don't mind the company" I Say

"you know I don't mind you coming" she says

"alright I'll be there in a few" I tell her

"drive safe darling" she says

"I'll do my best" I say

after we hung up I pulled back onto the road and headed to Mama's house.

I walked up to the door and before I could knock his aunt opened the door.

"no Happy?" she asked

"no." I say

she could tell something was wrong cause she moved back letting me in and took the bag I had.

"come sit darlin and tell me what my son did" mama says

"I can't being to explain what has been going on to make him start ignoring me and helping me with things he tells me he will. I mean I have asked him countless times to fix the nursery which he only did half ass. I finished it just today despite me not supposed to. earlier when I was at the clubhouse I kept on and kept on trying to get his attention. but he ignored me as he has before which with me being emotional due to everything being out of whack I started crying and left. I turned my phone off. after I visited the library for some helpful information I needed. & that was when I had seen the nursery not finished and I did the rest of the work. I fell asleep leaning against the crib till Hapyp came home and shook me awake till I slapped him. He asked me what was wrong with me and I told him I have a lazy husband  that doesn't fucking give to shits about my pregnancy and our son from there he and I got into it and I left. he had tried calling me some more but I ignored his calls and deleted them before calling you to see if I could come here" I explained

"That boy and I are gonna have a long serious talk. I never raised him to ignore his wife or the person who is carrying his child. he knows better than to behave that way and I'll not have it" Mama says

"I am sorry to spill this all on you. I just had nowhere else to go and I was done being ignored. I am tired of it." I say

"don't apologize darlin I've told you plenty of times you are more than welcome here. " she says

I nodded my head before Happy's aunt showed me where I was to sleep.

"rest up and we'll see you in the morning" she says

I nodded my head before she left.