All New (SamMon)

I'm done

Sam POV

We are here

This mansion where it feels like a prison

Where it all began

And I'm going to end it

Today

I stepped out of the car and opened the door for Mon taking her hand.I took a deep breath and started going into the mansion

I opened the door and how I anticipated,my dear grandmother was looking at me from the top of the stairs

"Looks like you-"

She stopped when Mon stand besides me,holding hands

"Sam, don't"

"Don't what?"

"Sam,let go of that girls hand right now.Where is your husband?"

"I don't have one.The only person I have and I will ever have is her"

She went down the stairs and now we were face to face only a few steps away

"Sam,you don't understand.You need to let her go"

"No,I understand.It's you who don't understands"

"I know what's better for you Sam,you need a man in your life not a simple ordinary girl you found on the streets.Pathetic"

I already want to leave

"I don't need a man just because you want nephews,a man can't make me happy,a man can't protect me,no one just her.If you don't want to understand,fine"

"Sam-"

"Do not interrupt me.Mon is the only one I will marry,the only one who can make me happy,the only one who can protect me and she does it damn well,she is my soulmate.I thought that after Neung left and after Song died when you see how broke I am you would understand me but nothing changed.You're the same selfish person"

"Sam,stop with all these hypocrisies and let go of her!"

I swear she is so fucking dumb

"I'M FUCKING NOT.AND YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO ME.I CHOOSE WHO I LOVE,WHO I MARRY,WHO I WANT TO HAVE KIDS WITH,WHO I WANNA DIE FOR,YOU GET IT?IF SHE DIDN'T CAME BACK IN MY LIFE WE BOTH KNOW I'IL BE DEAD!"

Mon was besides me and she flinched when I started yelling so she stand a little behind me

"DON'T YELL AT ME"

"I'M YELLING BECAUSE I'N FUCKING DONE!I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE ANYMORE,I'M DONE WITH YOU!"

"I'M YOUR GRANDMOTHER"

"AND I AM YOUR DAUGHTER!THAT WHAT YOU CALL ME RIGHT?YOU SAID NEUNG IS YOUR DAUGHTER BUT AT THE SAME TIME YOU BROKE HER,YOU SAID SONG IS YOUR DAUGHTER BUT AT THE SAME TIME YOU KILLED HER,AND YOU SAY THAT I'M YOUR DAUGHTER BUT AT THE SAME TIME YOU WANT TO SEE HOW I'M SLOWLY DYING"

She slapped me

Pathetic

"Sam,you-"

"Now you hit me,is that enough?Huh? You're nothing but dead to me.You're nothing"

I felt how Mon tightened her grip on my hand

"It's alright love,this fucking woman is done with me.I'm going to get the rest of my things and I promise you,you never gonna see me again.I'm a failure but so are you"

"You don't know what are you doing"

"I know"

I couldn't help myself any longer and started to cry

"You saw me but didn't say anything.You saw I was starving myself for months and that I didn't slept but you were focused only on the 'marriage" if you want me so bad to be married with Kirk you can marry him,cause I won't.You saw I was broken,you saw I was slowly dying,that I cried countless days and nights.You took away my happiness and you think that was good for me?Do you know how much I miss this woman day and night,all the time?She makes me fell truly loved,she makes me fell special, important.Like somebody actually wants me in their lives.With you I never felt that,I felt like I was your doll and you were keeping me in a box.You wanted to end my dream with diversity just to be a home-wife?Really?You don't love me and I see that,if you loved me you were accepting me"

"I-"

"I'm not done.I fucking wanted to die because of you,you know I wanted to go suicide countless times because I felt like  my life didn't have any importance,like my life was all for nothing.I wanted to die like Song did,leaving all this shit you put me through behind.Maybe in another world I would be with who I am happy,but I had enough.I don't want to let you win this with my death,I'm going on Neung's path.I'm going to live in the way I want,with Mon"

"You don't want to do this Sam"

"I want.With you I nearly died but with Mon I fell alive even when she's just looking at me.Now if you excuse me I'm goind to get my rest of the things"

"Sam, you're not leaving"

"I am"

I started my way upstairs but I told you

"This stupid woman-"

I turned around and I could fell my blood boiling

"What did you say to her?"

"This stupid woman is-"

"If you say one thing about MY WOMAN,I tell you old woman that I'm going to end all"

"Who do you think-"

"I don't want to hear you.She is my priority and you need to understand.I'm done"

I took Mon's hand,she was behind me all the time holding my hand,I took her to my cell,oh excuse me,my old room and started packing my rest of thing's.Mon was standing at the doorway looking at me

I finished packing and again I took Mon's hand and made my way out of the prison,ups,mansion

I could hear how she's screaming my name and telling me to come back,but no

My life is only Mon

She saved me

From death

I entered the car and put my things in the back seat

Mon entered too and without taking any glance I leaved

Mon was holding my hand in her lap, stroking it with her thumb and I could fell her crying but I didn't say anything.My vocals hurts because of how much I screamed and oh god, it hurts

"Teerak are you alright?"

"I'm fine it's just my vocals hurts"I barely said

"You don't need to speak,let them recover alright love?"

I just nodded my head and she kissed my temple

My Monmon,always so attentive

I kissed her hand, her hands are always so soft and I would kiss them all day

She's my Teerak
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We will have Mon's pov because till now it was mostly Sam's,I hope you like this chapter,see y'all on the next one<33