Overthink

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Many questions were asked and that question keeps bothering me sometimes.

“ Do i deserve to be loved?”
“ Am i enough for someone”
“ Did i do something wrong for him to replace me?”

these questions keeps bothering inside of my head, thinking that one day he will say that he doesn't love me anymore.

One of my biggest fear is knowing that he is happier with someone than me. But I need to be strong enough for myself.

This time, I will prioritize myself first.
This time, I will love myself first.

I'm afraid to love again, I'm afraid to commit, and I'm afraid of being left.
And it turns out that all the things I think, happened. It happened.

“ This time, myself first ”

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