I'm A survivor

Chapter 9

“Well I’ll be damned, it's sandbags,” “Hi Sue,” I say, giving her a hug the best I could with my bump. “So you caring porcelaines, and Mrs. Porcilines kids?” “Nope these are my babies,” “Oh where is the dad?” “He is no longer in the picture,” “Alright,” “Good talking to you Sue,” I take Rachel and Blaines hands again and we continue walking to the choir room. We walk into the choir room. “Hey Sanny,” I turn to face Kurt Blaine, and Rachel “ Go find us some seats I’ll be right there,” I turn back to Britt ''What's up Britt?” “Could you possibly play guitar for the song I want to sing for Sam?” “Yeah for sure what song is it?” “Dancing in the sky,”  “For sure,”  She smiled at me then went and sat down. I made my way to where the other three were and sat by Blaine.  “What did Britt want?” “She wanted to know if I would play guitar while she sang her song for Sam,” “You know how to play guitar?” “Yeah Sam taught me before we graduated,” “Alright welcome everyone,” I turned to face as Mr.Shue started the meeting. “ I wish it were under better circumstances,” Everyone mermaid in agreement. “This week we are going to sing songs either that Sam sung or that honor his memory so think it over and we can start tomorrow,” “Mr.Shue I can’t wait I want to go now,” “Alright Brittnay start us off,” Britt got up as did Blaine so he could help me up once he was sure I had my balance he let go of my hands and sat back down. As I grabbed the guitar Britt told the band what song she wanted. I got the guitar strap around my neck and got my hands in position. Brit came and stood by me. We made eye contact and I nodded at the bad and we started playing. “Tell me, what does it look like in heaven? Is it peaceful? Is it free like they say? Does the sun shine bright forever? Have your fears and your pain gone away? 'Cause here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left and here on earth everything's different there's an emptiness oh, oh, I I hope you're dancing in the sky and I hope you're singing in the angel's choir and I hope the angels know what they have I'll bet it's so nice up in heaven since you arrived so tell me, what do you do up in heaven? Are your days filled with love and light? Is there music? Is there art and adventure? Tell me are you happy? Are you more alive? 'Cause here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left and here on earth everything's different there's an emptiness oh, oh, I I hope you're dancing in the sky and I hope you're singing in the angel's choir and I hope the angels know what they have I'll bet it's so nice up in heaven since you arrived since you arrived oh, oh yeah, yeah oh, oh, oh oh, oh, oh oh, oh, I I hope you're dancing in the sky and I hope you're singing in the angel's choir and I hope the angels know what they have I'll bet it's so nice up in heaven since you arrived since you arrived,” Brit finished singing and everyone clapped. Once the applause died down I spoke up. “Mr.Shue since I’m up I’ll go next,” “Alright Santana,” Brit went and sat down. “I won’t need any other instruments for this one so band people you guys can take a seat,” They sat down and I started strumming the intro to my song “ Still got your number in my phone and even though you don't know I listen I still call and wait 'til the tone just to hear you saying, "Leave a message'' since you've been gone I've had to find different ways to grieve there's days that I don't even want it on my mind but tonight I'm weak so, I'm gonna pull out pictures, ones with you in 'em laugh and cry a little while reminiscing by myself I can't help that all I think about is how you were taken way too soon it ain't the same here without you I Gotta say, missing you comes in waves and tonight I'm drowning yeah, I know you're in a better place and one day I'll see you again but it's killing me we can't be face to face I miss my best friend so, tonight I'm gonna pull out pictures, ones with you in 'em laugh and cry a little while reminiscing by myself I can't help that all I think about is how you were taken way too soon it ain't the same here without you I gotta say, missing you comes in waves and tonight I'm drowning yeah, tonight I'm drowning I know it's a part of life but I wasn't ready to say goodbye so, tonight I'm gonna pull out pictures, ones with you in 'em laugh and cry a little while reminiscing by myself I can't help that all I think about is how you were taken way too soon it ain't the same here without you I gotta say, missing you comes in waves and tonight I'm drowning yeah, tonight I'm drowning”  I strum the final cord and go put the guitar away then I go sit back by Blaine. “Ok I think that was enough for today let’s pick up again tomorrow,” Everyone got up Blaine got up then helped me up. Quinn came over. “So you up for tonight if not we could totally do it another night,” “No let’s do it tonight,” “Alright I’ll let everyone else know  and we will be at Rachel’s with our baby clothes by let’s say four-thirty five o’clock,” “Sounds good,” Quin walked back over to everyone and told. Blaine, Kurt, Rachel, and I headed out to our car. “ San I assume you are driving,” “You assume correctly Blaine why what’s up,” “Could you drop Kurt and I off at Burts,Kurt wants to grab his old baby clothes and that way we can also pick up our suitcases so the rest of the time we are here we can stay with you and Rachel,” “Yeah for sure, and tonight for supper I’m making tacos,” “Do we have everything we need for tacos or do we need to stop and get the stuff for tacos?” “I went and got the stuff for tacos this morning before you guys got up,” “Man you were productive this morning,” “I know,” By the time our conversation ended we were at Burts. Kurt and Blaine got out and I told them that either Rachel or I would be back for them at about four. I waited to tell they were both in the house before driving off. Rachel and I got back to the house and went inside. I immediately went upstairs and changed into a yellow top and a pair of black and yellow checkered pants.