I'm going to just stay there's self harm in this part, gotta make it sad! Yk anyways let go!
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Leo's pov:
I've only seen y|n in Long sleeves but as it got really hot she wore short sleeves, that's when I saw the cute on her shoulder and bandage on her rist....
I may be dumb but in not that dumb to know what that means, me and y|dating now, it's my job to make sure she's happy and isn't hurt!
" hey y|n? What's that on your shoulder and arm? " I ask, my brothers look up at me then y|n, y|n looks at my shocked, scared, nervous.
Why was she so scared to tell me?! We're dating, secrets like this shouldn't be hidden.
" i- uhm I don't wanna talk about it, i-its nothing really. " she stumbles over her words. If it was nothing she wouldn't stumble...
" you sure? You know you can tell. " I say, I need an answer out off her....
Donnie catches on, " hey leo she said it's fine, mabey you should drop it " he speaks
I look at him annoyed, " what!? No, I'm not dumb I know why there are cuts on y|ns shoulder! I know that you know too! So y|n! Why are you hiding this?! "
Mikey looks around confused " what do you mean leo? " y|n and Mikey say almost at the same time.
I roll my eyes and grab y|n by the wrist. She winces, I drag her to my room. I feel so shity for what I'm going to do, but I'm sure it's for the best...
" y|n.... You can't hide this for forever, I got you. Now, why the fuck are there cuts on your shoulder and bandages on your wrist?! " I slightly yell at her, her eyes water up.
Y|ns pov:
Why is leo yelling at me!? What did I do, why did he have to bring up that question!?!
My eyes start to water up, shit....
Donnie walks into Leo's room, hopefully hell help me...
" y|n please I know you don't want to talk about it but we've been dating for a couple weeks now... So please tell us why you have the cuts... " Donnie tried to reason with me, I nod my head no. I wasn't going to talk about it..
" selfish... " leo whispers to himself, yet I hear him...
That hit the bottom, tears start rushing down my cheeks. "Me!? Selfish!? I don't want to talk about it but you must know! Because your so, so... SO NEEDY! " I bark at leo, the boys face grows shocked, I have never lashed out like that...
" well sorry for caring! Here ill stop! If that's what you really want!! Because I'm so needy! Heartless " leo yells at me saying the last word quietly...
I snap.
" well guess your parents dying! Your teacher hating you! Your boss and landlord sexually assaulting you, makes me heartless!! There you hit the million dollar question!!! You want to know why I do this!? Because I feel like shit! All the fucking time! Sometimes I do feel heartless! Like when someone touches me and I freak out! So fuck you Leonardo! Fuck you! You- you green, mutant- f-freak! " I rant on, once I finish it I gasp. I never ment to say that.... Never ment to say any of it...
My heart sinks, know I really feel heartless...
Donnie walks up to me, placing a hand on my shoulder, the shoulder I have cuts on... I flinched, not ready for the touch and because it kinda of hurt...
" y|n... Maybe you should take it down a notch just a bit. " Donnie softly speaks, tears rolled down my face as a slowly nod. Donnie video my out Leo's room, he sits my outside and I hear him yell at leo.
" you just had to ask!? "
" sorry!!? "
" sorry doesn't fix it, you called her heartless! "
" whatever its not my fault, she should of just told me... "
It is my fault, all my fault leo is right... I get up and run home, tears start to fall down again.
Once I get to my place I rumish in a drawer then pull out a small blade...
I walk to my tub and sit down in it, my tears dry up, yet I still feel like I need to cry...
I undo the bandages on my wrist... Then hold the blade close to my skin...
Suddenly Donnie bursts Into my bathroom, shocked I accidentally drop the blade, it slices my arm.
Blood tricks down my arm and to the drain of my tub. " y|n!! " Donnie yells run to me
I feel tears run down my face.... Donnie grabs a first ad kit from under my sink and patches me up...
Leo comes running in, his eyes also watery.
" y|n! I'm so so so sorry I never ment it!" Leo pleaded I look at him sad, Donnie just looks angry. I take his hand and nod my head.
He jumps up hugging me, picking me up from the counter spinning me around. He litters small kisses on my cheek.
Donnies pov:
I caught y|n trying to cut herself, lucky I stop her but she still gets hurt... Leo comes in and apologize, but then I remembered something that y|n had said... ' your boss and landlord sexually assaulting you. ' my chest get heated. I wasn't going to start any drama, not with y|n .
I'm not Leo..
But her boss and landlord... That's a different story.... Ill fucking kill them...
" you ok Donnie? " y|n asks, I perk my head up
" huh- oh yeah Im ok just in thought.. "I smile
Y|n walks to her bedroom and sits on her bed. Me and leo following after, we talk about shit and I don't know things.
Once me and leo had to go back home we both gave y|n a kiss in the top of her head...
Y|ns pov:
Donnie was think about what I had said in the argument me and leo had... He better not do anything, I can't risks losing my job or my home! I'll have nothing then! Nothing...
It's getting late, I better go to bed. Before I do I get a text from my landlord.... Oh no...
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Enjoy the cliff hanger!!!
I like this part it really shows out the past and what's going on with y|n....
Anyways bye byeeee! Love you all!❤ 💙💜
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Cant Pick Just One. (Complete)
FantasiaLeo and Donnie are you best buds however they loving pulling pranks on you! you like them A LOT.. but you don't know if they like you back, Donnie seems like a no show but you can push he's buttons and make him blush but Leo he's the biggest flitter...
