We've started the tour. It's been a few months. It's really fun. It's actually the funnest thing I've ever done. But I'm so paranoid and worried. I don't want to get caught and I want to know exactly why I can be here with them.
I had told Liam what I asked Zayn. Liam told me that the reason why I got to hang out with Zayn was because he saw my twitter that day. To be honest, I really don't know how. I was embarrassed, but oh well.
Now back to talk about Zayn. I haven't had much time to talk with him or anything. I mean yeah we've hung out and flirted and stuff. But it's his tour and I don't want to get in the way, so me and Morgan do pretty much anything. We lose against Niall and Louis in FIFA. We shop. We go see things. I don't know.
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I promised Larn and Al that I would send them letters because it sounded fun. So I find pencil and paper and sit on the couch. I tell them the things I've seen, what I've done.. Just continue writing. It was then when Zayn sat next to me with a pencil and paper. He started drawing, and it was too interesting to not watch. I sat my things down, laid my head on his shoulder, and watched. I like the way he draws so freely. The look of focus in his eyes. The way he sort of slouches.
I smiled as he held up the finishing product. He drew a picture of Niall holding a controller to the ps3 with a nice big smile on his face. His drawing is more cartoonish and expressionate. He smiled back, tossed the paper to the side and looked at me. I raised an eyebrow, and he just sighed, digging his face into my neck. I smiled a bit more and hugged him. I guess that he's tired.
The rest of the day we laid on the couch together and watched movies and napped. It was pretty perfect if you ask me. I think Morgan went out with Harry.
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It's been a few weeks. Zayn and I are extremely close, and I love it. I'm really close with Liam, too. I love these boys, like they're better than I imagined. I can't get over how lucky I am.
