It's painful.
Life
It just hurts
The concept of life
Living
Breathing
Being here
It's hard
I'm crying inside
My bandaged heart
Is bleeding
My brain is scattered
I'm ripped apart
I can't get rid of the demon that haunts me
Day and night
I'm happy now
But
Later I'll be sad
I'm pained
Hurt
Upset
Obsessed
But I'll go on
As I usually do
