Life is nothing without korfball

Filming and eating

I wake up in my room, the camera is across the room where is placed it, i walk over to it, today is saturday and so the team has training, we started training on Saturdays because we don't have games anymore for the next month.

it's my second day filming everything yesterday i got the camera and now, i walk downstaires and eat breakfast, after that i go upstairs and pretend that i am going to change in the bathroom but 9n reality i am throwing up my breakfast after that i change for real, i put on some jeans with a white long sleeved top and go out of the bathroom to grab the camera, than i film everything else in my morning routine and go downstaires to watch a movie, it's 12 o clock when i look on my phone again and start putting on my shoeses and jackets because Koen is going to be here any minute to take me to the training, since my parents are always working and my brother cant drive he does alot for us, it's really nice, besides his own training he takes care of me a lot cause i can't do it my self. i hear a honk and walk out of the door grabbing the camera with me.
"Hi, ready to go?"
"Yeah lets go,"
on our way there we make some small talk and there sometimes is a comfortable silence,
"Oh btw you are going to have to wait a bit because my training is moved right after yours so i cannot take you home, but rick is there aswell so you will have you apointment without me today."
"Oh okay, but if you have training, than what can i do after the appointment because i normally have to pay atantion because you want me to know what were doing but now i don;t have to right?"
"Your right, i know that they are cooking in the kitchen for me and the rest of the selection, if you want you can help them, but i don't know anything else."
"Oh i love to cook i'll help them."
The training goes smoothly and soon rick is picking me up and we are going to his office, for the meeting, he watches the footage i have and he is happy, i think. He does some excersice with my ankle and after that he walks me back to the kitchen, there are 2 women preparing some stuff. I guess koen informed them that i was going to help because one says when i walk in, "Ah there is Y/N ready? were cooking pasta." "Oh hi! yes i'm ready." "Okay good, oh im sorry i am natalie, and this is Myron we are the selections cooks. and we do a lot more, we wash up there clothes and some other chores."
"OH hi, Natalie and Myron. Lets get to work!"
We cook for like 45 minutes and then its done, i walk back to the field and there is see koen training with the rest of the selection, there is Gertjan and Robbe, oh and Menno and Chris The ladies are Caitlin and Annelie, Danielle, Barbara and Roos. Thats the first team and the second, the other part of the selection is on the other part, there is see, Jeffery, Daan, Mees, Joris, Tim and Stijn, they have 6 men idk why, and then the ladies are Iske, Maayke, Lois, Lisanne and Danique.

The teams are almost done training and i sit down on one of the benches next to rick, he is watching the training like always, we have some small talk but its a comfortable silence we went back to watching. I was right because a few minutes after koen walks up to us and smiles, "Was she good?" "She was, weird right?" "Yes very weird. but good."
"You know what would be nice? if you guys could stop talking as if i am not here." "Sorry, but i wanted to know if you were good and you can't really answer that yourself can you? now i am starving are you guys coming were going to eat."
we walk into the cantine and see some people already there eating, every one grabs something to eat and i go stand with Natalie and Myron, i guess they have already eaten and that they are here waiting so that they can clean everything up. Koen waves to me to come to him, he is standing with the food but i don't want to eat anything. I decide to walk to him, maybe he doesn't want me to eat, i dont know.
"Dont you want to eat?" I guessed wrong yay.
"Nah not really hungry and i can eat at home if i am hungry."
"Oh come on you have been here since 12.30 its 18.30. How can you not be hungry."
Rick walks up to us "What do you mean not hungry? you haven't eaten lunchen, only breakfast. and even that wasn't a lot."
"but im just not hungry can i eat at home."
"how can you not be hungry after not eating for like 10 hours."
"You haven't had lunch?!" koen only realises now.
"Yes but it doesn't matter."
"it does, your eating end of discussing." Koen grabs another plate and puts some pasta on it, like a lot of pasta and i haven't had that much food in 2 weeks or something, he grabs both plates and walks to the table where the selection is eating, he sits next to Gertjan, but leaves a place in the middle and puts the plate he just grabbed there. I know he wants me to sit there and i eat but i dont think i can, i feel rick nudge me in my back and pushing me slightly to the table.

I give in and sit at the table, i started playing with my food not eating, i hear some people say the food is better than other times and the makes me feel good about myself. i feel koen moving next to me.
"We are not leaving till that plate is empty and i am not getting you new warm food so you better start eating." Koen wispers in my ear.
"Thats not fair, i am not hungry." i wisper yell back.
"to bad im your only way home."
"Y/N arent you hungry?" Menno asks.
"No not really."
"Oh then you don't have to eat it i can, i am very hungry."
"NO menno, she has to eat, she havent had lunch and breakfast was not much, she has to eat it, we are not leaving till that plate is empty Y/N im not joking."

"You haven't eaten lunch?! You know this is bad honey, come on, eat up, your body needs it." Annelie says, i havent realized that everyone was listening now.
"But i am not hungry why should i eat?"
"Because your body needs it, now end of disscusion, eat." Jeffery says with a stern voice.

I start eating and i see everyone's faces go to a emotion of acceptence, i eat a few bites and im really full again, my body isn't used to eating that much.
I eat another bite and i now ate 1/4 of the plate, my stomachs feels like it is going to explode.
"I'm really full can i stop eating now?" i plead to Koen
He looks up at me from his conversation with robbe.
"Baby you have only eaten 1/4 of your plate, i said it had to be empty, we can go home when your done."
"But my stomach is exploding."
"Y/N start eating, dont force me to feed you."
I sigh again and eat another bite, aproving he goes back to the convorsation he just had, i just start playing around with the food, some people are already done by now, if they are really going to wait till everyone is finished they are in for a long night.
no way that he will acually feed, im not 3 im 14.

I feel koen leaning in to my side, "Last warning baby girl, eat up or i will feed you, do not underastimate me."
I ignore him and turn to annelie to start a convo with her instead of eating, we are talking about her training when i feel two big hands on my hips.
im lift up and turned around, then i see koen in front of me he places me side way over his lap, "i told you i will feed you." my cheeks go red as koen grabs the fork and puts some pasta on there, he puts the fork in my mouth, that is still open in shock of what just happend, i start yewing slowly, i plead to gertjan who is now next to me watching everything just like everyone else, watching my get feed, by my coach, their captain like im some toddler that cannot feed themselves.
"Okey okey i get it, i can feed myself thank you very much, please let me go."
"To late your not leaving till that plate is empty."
"Fine, the rest of you guys doesn't have to wait by the way."
"oh no we are waiting we all want to be sure that you finish, i mean koen here is a big softie sometimes and we don't want him to give up." Tim says
"IM not!" koen says offened. Everyone laughs including me. I takes me half an hour to finish the food and when im done everyone starts yeering for some reason but i don't mind it. im so tired i lean agains koen and almost fall asleep.
"Honey stay awake, we have to go home,"
everyone raps up everything and we walk to the door together,
We arrive at the door, outside is it storming really hard, shit.