falling for an angle

chapter 1

"Up, Down, NO! That was sloppy. tsk tsk... pretending to fail. The graduation ceremony is necessary, and you don't want to lose your anesthesia privileges. Again."

I was shaken from my thoughts when there was a snap in front of my face, my head snapped up to look at the man before me. "What's your name?" the all mighty Director Fury asked. I just stared at him, emotionless. "Come on kid, we aren't the bad guys here." still, I stayed in silence. he sighed in frustration and walked away, leaving me alone in the room. I heard a click of the lock and closed my eyes trying to push the memories from the surface.

"Suka!(bitch!) you will soon learn to do as told" Ivan yelled as he grabbed my throat and threw me into the dark room, before closing and locking the door, leaving me in pitch black.

My eyes shot open at the memory, I grabbed my earlobe a pinched it, making all the emotions go away. My eyes began to feel heavy and soon, without my notice or consent, I fell asleep, my head on the oddly comfortable pillow.

"its ok baby. it'll only hurt for a minute, then it will feel so good, promise." lies. I know it. He began removing my clothes with a switchblade as my arms and looswere tied up, and was biting my ear. I screamed as the pain began.

Marias pov

"Sorry to disturb you so late, ma'ma but she's been screaming for almost an hour and we weren't sure what to do." said the guard in front of the girls cell.

"you did good calling me, agent, go and take a break." I said relieving him of his duties. Upon receiving a 'yes ma'am, I walking into the room, where the whimpering and screaming girl laid.

I walked over the the bars, prepared to use them as defense if she were to attack, and began to chant out "Hey wake up" and I gently poked her shoulder.

In one fluid motion, the girl was up and against the opposite end of the bed, gasping and shaking. "Hey it's ok. I'm not gonna hurt you. Just breathe." I whispered holding up my hands, to show no harm, but it didn't settle her any. "Sweetheart. I promise I won't lay a hand on you. Just please calm down ok."

She began to even out her breathing, still clutching the bedding, and her eyes wide with fear. I sighed and sat in the chair that was near the bed, giving her some time to calm down.When her breathing settled, I asked; "you want to talk about it?" But got a head shake in return. I nodded and breathed out. "You understand what I'm saying right?" She slowly nodded. "Ok, good. Look, I'd rather not call you nothing, so will you please tell me your name?"

"Natalia..." she whispered in a small voice with a faint russian accent.

"Ok Natalia, I have some questions I need answered. Do you think you would be able to coonorato?" She just looked at me blankly before giving a small shrug. I sighed and pulled out a pencil and notepad. "Ok, what is your age?" "Twenty two years old"she said I nodded and wrote that down "what is your full Name?"

"Natalia Alianovna Romanova, 0016BW, the first and only surviving Black Widow."

"What is the Black Widow Program?"

"28 girls, kidnapped at the age of 1 week to a year old, put through intense training both mental and physical, taught to endure painful situations and seduce marks. Brainwash is used to keep the girls loyal."

"Good. Do you know of your parents?""They.. I'm not sure. I've been told two different stories... one is they sold me to my uncle Ivan, the leader of the black widow program and the Red Room, and the other is he killed my parents to get me."

"I'm very sorry, what about all the other girls?"

Tears began to form in her eyes, but she quickly pushed them away before looking at me. "16 died from the super serum enhancements or endured pain. 11 murdered."

"By who?"

"Me." Shock washes over me. "It was either kill or be killed." I slowly nodded my head.

"What is this super serum?"

"A physical enhancement that increases pain tolerance, physical appearance, perfects body to make desired by all, increases strength and agility, and increases intelligence."

"How are you telling me this?"

"Like I said, brainwashing. We were brainwashed into not telling. But I believe it's wearing off.""Ok you've done so good so one more question for the day, What do you want to do from this day forward?" I asked putting the pen and pad aside.

"Please. Kill me. I can't escape it. It's haunting me. Just make it stop." She said and her voice cracked as she said the heartbreaking words.

"I'm not going to do that. I want to help you, in any way I can. Would that be ok?" She sat for a minute then nodded yes. I smiled and pulled out my phone to have my assistant agent coulson bring me a file.

"Ok I think we need to start with a new identity. Change your name. Maybe Natalie? Natalie Romans?"

"What... what about Natasha Romanoff?" She said slightly blushing, closing her eyes, waiting for a punishment I presume.

I smiled at her, "sounds amazing." I said and in return I got the most slightest bit of a smile.it looked good on her, I smiled back as I held out my hand to her,she looked at me hesitant before taking it slowly,her hands were rather cold.

"Lets go see my boss"i said she looked at me terrified "wh-wha no no I w-wont get a punishment will I?" She spoke stuttering.such a cute mess.i smiled at her as I faced her "no no punishment"i say calmly she nodded looking into my eyes.as I looked into her enchanting forest green eyes getting lost in them.

I snapped put of it and turned back to the side walking with her side by side our shoulders brushing against each others.