What I feel is only for you [Englot]

Chapter 3

Next morning Engfa was first one to wake up.She looked around completly confused and lost,as it took her few seconds to recall the events from last night.She bit her lip gently at thought of younger girl and turned to the side, where younger one was still sleeping peacfully.

Older girl smiled lovingly as she found younger one so beautiful all the time.She run her fingers gently over younger girls'cheek,caressing it gently.Causing younger one to stear a little,but not enough to wake her up.

"How are you so beautiful?" She whispered out quietly.

"Engfa! Charlotte!" She frowned as she heard frantic knocking on the doors of their hotel room, and Heidi screaming for them.

Younger girl next to her immediatly woke up and jumped up scared and lost,with obvious confusion.

"What is happening?" She asked sleepily and reached out for her panties and T-shirt immediatly getting dressed,as she was scared that Heidi will knock the doors down to get on.

"I don't know." She said softly."Wait Heidi!"

She yelled out to her friend before throwing on first T-shirt,that she found by the bed,and got up before unlocking the doors and opening them.

And there was standing Heidi, looking terribly hangover,but she was sure her and Charlotte looked just the same,if not even worse.

"Are you crazy?" Engfa frowned but other girl didn't care and pushed past her in the room.

Heidi looked at Charlotte who was sitting on edge of the bed,still trying to wake herself up,before looking back at oldest girl in the room.

"You two just dissapeard last night,we were all calling you for hours." Heidi frowned making both girls feel bad,as they remembered they completly forgot to tell their crew that they are leaving and they just dissapeard.

"We are sorry Heidi,I just got completly drunk and P'Fa took me back here." Charlotte said softly trying to save them both from Heidi being angry at them.

Heidi bit her lip gently,and looked at them both with a look girls just couldn't read what it meant.

"You two didn't see it,did you?" She asked,this time her voice being more calm then before.

"Seen what?" Older girl asked completly confused and lost.

Heidi sighed and opened her Twitter before handing it to older girl first.Engfa immediatly went pale and her eyes widem,making younger girl frown and jumped up from bed.She stood behinde her and looked at the phone.

It was video of two of them from the last night,only few minutes before they left the club.It showed them kissing and holding ecather,and even showed Charlotte bitting on older girls neck.Making younger girl just now realize that older one was covered in hickys.

"Fucking hell." Engfa was first to mummble out while younger one was still frozen,not really knowing what to say.

"Englot is real is trending all over the world right now,you two made Twitter crash last night." Heidi said seriously but still with calm voice.

Engfa and Charlotte both stayed silent  at first not really knowing what to say but then older girl took younger girls hand and brought it to her lips,kissing it gently.

Younger one bit her bottom lip gently, completly confused but then other girl looked up at her with tears in her eyes.

"I'm so sorry for that." Engfa whispered out quietly and Charlotte knew she was on verge of crying,so she frowned and shook her head.

"Why are you apologizing to me P'Fa?None of this is your fault,we are in same situation." She said softly but older one just shrugged and looked down.

"I should of handled the situation diferently."

Charlotte frowned as she saw tear escape older girls' eyes,so she cupped her cheeks and caressed them gently.

"We were both drunk,we lost control.But we didn't do anything wrong."

She said softly and lifted other girls chin,making her to look her up in the eyes.

"Im so confused now." Heidi mummbled out, as she was watching them all the time with raised eyebrow."Are you two daiting or what?"

Both girls' now looked at her before looking back at ecather at the same time,not really knowing what their status is.

"We have something for two months now." Charlotte was first to speak up,suprising Engfa."But we never put a tag on it."

"Wait so even before you two announced you are filmimg the series?" Heidi asked still confused and both girls nodded.

Last month both girl announced that they are filming SML with Grand Tv channel,and started filming a week ago,which only brought them closer.

"Okay well crew wants to have meeting with you two." Heidi said softly and both girls nodded.

"When?" Engfa asked softly while Charlotte whipped the tear stains under her eyes.

"Well as soon as you two get dressed,they are waiting for you in bar downstairs."

Older girl took a shakey breath and nodded her head while younger one made a bold move wraping her arms around older girls waist ,suprising both Engfa and Heidi.

"We'll be fine." She whispered out softly and kissed Engfas'cheek gently.

"Well,okay I'm third wheel here so Im leaving." Heidi said softly and walked to the door but turned back to look at them."Oh,yeah just so you know.You two are most beautiful couple known to the world.And from what I seen so far,pretty adorable to."

Other two girls'smiled softly at that,and other girl left, closing the doors behinde her.

"You promise we'll be fine?" Older one asked softly as she turned to look at younger girl,who nodded immediatly and wrapped her arms around other girls'neck.

"I promise." She whispered softly before leaning in and placing soft kiss on older girls lips,making her smile faintly before kissing the girl back.

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After the meeting both girls' were feeling better and more relaxed.Girls agreed with the crew that they would make Instagram live explaining what happened but that for now they wanted to keep their relationship out of public.At least for now,when they werent still sure what their status is.

"So when will we do it?" Charlotte asked softly as they got back in their hotel room and older girl threw herself on bed,exausted from the day.

Engfa shrugged and bit her bottom lip gently as she was thinking."Can we do it tomorrow?Today I just want to rest and relax,with you."

Younger one smiled softly at that,and nodded her head,before walking to the bed and climbing next to the older girl.

She layed down immediatly cuddling up to the girl next to her and resting her head on older girls shoulder.Engfa tangled her fingers in younger girls hair and played with it gently,as she was finaly relaxed.

"What are we P'Fa?" Charlotte finaly whispered out after few minutes of silence, suprising other girl a lot.

She look down,her eyes meeting Charlottes'immediatly,as younger girl was already looking at her.

"I like you Charlotte.I told you that already first night that we ended up together,but I don't want to put
presure on you." She said honestly, but younger one immediatly shook her head,before sitting up and leaning herself over the older one.

"I wanna date you." Younger one said softly, making Engfa shocked.

"You do?" Her voice got shaky again,younger one laughed softly at that but nodded her head.

"I do,but I also want to keep our relationship private for now.If that's okay with you.I mean private from public eye,not from our friends and family."

Older one smiled widly and nodded her head before placing her hand on back of younger girls' neck,and pulling her down in a kiss.

Charlotte kissed back immediatly and cupped older girls' cheeks,deepening the kiss.She was kissing her like she was hungry for her,and that made Engfa feel trully wanted for the first time in her life,and she cought herself falling more and more for younger girl.