I'm Not Her (Maddy/You)

How Does It Feel?

Y/N's P.O.V

I stood on the video set of my new song with Chloe. It's technically her song from her album that's dropping in a week. Maddy and Lexi were also here. Somebody had to watch Riley while I was working.

Normally it would be Rue or Alexa but they're working right now. Instead of doing literally anything else, I guess Maddy and Lexi chose to watch me work. There was a wall between Chloe and I in this scene. It's like we're communicating between the wall.

The set went extra silent before I heard the song play. Chloe and I got into position for the next scene. I am so ready to get this done. We've been here for quite some time now. Chloe did her solo scenes and I did mine. Now it's time for the scenes that we're together.

[Chloe, Y/N, Both]

I gave you more than you wanted
I gave you more than you needed
So tell me, how does it feel
To lose the one you believe in?

I made you drop it on a Tuesday (Drop)
I had the popcorn poppin', we made a movie (Pop)
So many feelings involved, the way you do me (Do)
Tell me, you ready or not? This ain't The Fugees (Fu')
Got one shot to do what it takes (Got)
Got no time for no mistakes (Mistakes)
I save a lot, 'cause I'm empty (Girl)
It shouldn't hurt me, but I let it

Every time you text mе
And by the time I reply, it's too latе
Now, I feel a way, way, yeah (Oh)
And I gave you more

I gave you more than you wanted
I gave you more than you needed
So tell me, how does it feel
To lose the one you believe in?

Yeah, see that's the thing about trust
It's never been about us
'Cause we were doin' too much
We threw the racks out at Follies
Gave you the key where my heart beat
You didn't say it but you said it
It shouldn't have hurt me but I let it

Every time we're alone now
I feel like pain's all of the same
Now I feel a way, oh-woah, oh-oh
Every time you text me
By the time I reply, it's too late
Something's gettin' in the way
And I gave you more

I gave you more than you wanted (I gave you more than what you wanted, babe)
I gave you more than you needed (Alright)
So tell me, how does it feel (How does it feel, baby?)
To lose the one you believe in?

"That's a wrap." The director said in the megaphone.

The entire crew clapped like they always do when we finish filming. I turned over as I felt someone staring at me. It was Maddy who was speaking about who knows what with Lexi.

I'd say we've been better as of lately. I vowed to be a lot nicer towards her and I've kept up with that. We've spent a lot of time around each other as she is creating my suit, and I want it to be perfect.

There's been a few awkward moments but nonetheless it's been really nice. It actually reminds me of the old days. Plus Riley seems to be really happy that she can spend time with both of her parents at once.

And I'll do anything to keep my daughter happy. That's what matters most to me. Maddy and I were still staring at each other until I felt a little body collide with mine.

Speak of my daughter and she shall appear.

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Maddy's P.O.V