A PIECE OF YOU (Freenbecky)

Chapter 40: Hurt

Samantha's pov

This past days i felt like Mon is acting weird and she's distancing herself to me, i really don't know what's going on, we're fine naman wala kaming pinag awayan we date panga nung weekdays, spending our time together ginagawa naman talaga namin yun lagi tuwing weekend, but now i felt like Mon is slowly slipping away from me and it hurts so bad i don't what to do, next moment we're fine in then next we're not nagiging marupok ako nang dahil sa kanya kasi ganun ko siya kamahal

I'm calling her right now kasi namimiss kona siya she said that may seminar sila ng 2 days kaya hindi kami nagkita ng dalawang araw and i really miss her so much malapit nadin matapos ang ojt ko, Mon answered my called.

*on the phone*

"Baby, i miss you" malambing na saad ko sa kanya pagkasagot palang niya ng tawag ko.

"Sam, i miss you too so much, i wish you where here with me" she said sweetly that makes my smile grow wider she's really sweet but at the same time moody.

"I really wish too baby, arghh i miss seeing your gorgeous face and i miss kissing you"naglalambing na saad ko dito.

" silly nag video call kaya tayo kagabi so nakita mo yung mukha ko"

"Its not enough, i want to touch you, kiss you and hug you" i really miss her.

"Sam malapit na kaming matapos dito and we can see each other na sa condo mo ako d-diritso pagkatapos ko dito kaya wag kana malungkot dyan"

"Really, i can't wait" excited na saad ko sa kanya, namiss ko talaga siya kasi nung mga nakaraang araw she's acting cold towards me pero hinayaan ko lang baka pagod dahil busy siya sa nalalapit na graduation.

"Ye----" she didn't finished what she's saying coz someone interup her and that someone is his husband, i thought she's in seminar so dapat kapwa professor yung kasama niya diba hindi yung asawa niya.

"Honey, who's your talking in the phone" his husband said and fuck honey daw i grip my phone hard and bite my lips i wanted to cry i felt like crashing.

"M-Mon who's that? " i stupidly said kahit alam ko naman kung sino yun gusto ko lang sagarin ang sakit na nararamdaman ko, she lied to me she said its a seminar but it turns out not kasama niya ang asawa niya sa 2 days nayun, para akong mababaliw kakaisip kung ano ang ginawa nila sa loob ng dalawang araw nayun.

"S-Sam l-let me explain pls its not what you think, ok? " she stuttered.

"Then what would i think Mon, y-you lied to me, i thought you're in seminar but turns out its not ,kasama mo yung asawa mo"i gulp hard coz anytime papatak na ang luha ko ansakit lang damn.

" S-Sam pls I'll explain it to you once maka--"his husband enterup again natawa nalang ako ng mapakla sino ba naman ako wala naman akong karapatan kasi I'm just her mistress compare sa asawa niya.

"Mon,mom and dad are waiting" saad ng asawa niya

"Tj could you pls shut up for a while" galit na saad niya bago ko pinutol yung tawag.

I cried and cried but the pain is still their i felt like crashing into piece's ansakit lang na nagawa nyang magsinungaling sakin maiintindihan ko naman kung sinabi niyang kasama niya ang asawa niya o magkasama silang pamilya, pero nag sinungaling siya at yun ang mas masakit

She keep on calling me pero lahat yun hindi ko sinagot I'm still hurting, once na marinig ko ulit ang boses niya bumibigay agad ako Hindi ko siya matiis, i fucking miss her so much but at the same time I'm hurting

What if they reconcile and Mon would never anulled his husband, what if ayaw na sakin ni Mon, what if's their is so many what if's in my mind right now

I cried the hurt that I'm feeling i didn't blame it to Mon though kasi una palang alam kung masasaktan talaga ako, what i did is so reckless and I'm home wrecker coz she's married

I just love her so much, so much that it hurts i did broke our family rules for her thats how much i love her, i cried my eyes out and all the hurts that I'm feeling.

TBC..