obsessive hubby

forced

*warning*
this chapter contains rape,abuse etc...
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Mona pov
tomorrow is the Sangeet,so we all are prepared very well,I practiced dance with my cousins because after my marraige they stayed at my house,so they insisted that I have to dance on my cousins wedding.i don't know how rahul would react.
after that i fresh up and had dinner I went to sleep in my room.
at 1 am I heard the sound of door knocking,I went and open the door.i am shocked to see rahul,he pushed me and enter the room like he is the owner,I mean,yes he is the owner but he can't enter the room without my permission.
my subconscious said'he is your husband'.
I ignore my subconscious and enter the room,he said"close the door and lock it".I become shocked and said"why?".he said casually "what do you mean why,I said so".I stood there only without moving an inch,he signed and locked the door and came towards me.i became scared and said"why di....d u l.....oc......ked the d...r".
his next answer made me super scared" because I want to celebrate my wedding night".I shivered at the tought and said"please tell me you are joking".sweat beads are covering my forehead,I somehow thought that he is going to tell me this is all a joke but in my mind I know he don't do jokes,so I thought to run and I tried to run but he is fast enough.
he grabbed my waist,now I am facing wall while his chest is touching my back.he twirls me around and grabbed my hairs forcefully.i cried "please leave me".
"I came to claim u not to leave u,At least today you listen to me, don't make me angry.If you did something wrong, then you will only be in pain, I will only get pleasure.so don't make me angry".he said with calm tone.
I cried more and shuttered"please le....ve m.....e,le..t me g.......o".
he looks so angry, picked me up in arms and throws me in bed"you don't listen like this.i thought,today I will not hurt you but it's okay,your wish"
I crawl back and he picked my ankle and dragged it.he hovered over me."please don't do this,give me some time.i will do every thing you say but please don't do this"i folded my hands infront of him pleading.
he grabbed my hands and pinned to the bed and said"i gave u so much time but I know If I leave you today you will become very distant and I don't want to risk that.i don't want to give you pain today,so don't get me angry"
and he did that thing to me.
morning 5am
I sat in corner with a blanket around my body, tears mixed with anger.there he is sleeping naked peacefully like he didn't do anything.
when I see him I though how can some one be so cruel,I cried, pleaded but he didn't listen to me.he had just fulfilled his lust,I disgust my self,how could I didn't stop him.i don't have that much strength.
Hearing my sobs he woke up,looked at me,picked the pants and hurriedly wore his clothes,came to me and kept his two hands on my cheeks and forced me to look at him,with concern filled eyes,he asked"why are you crying early this morning,are you sore.did i hurt you?".
I became angry by seeing his fake concern and yelled "are you questioning me?you ruined me that is why i am crying ".
he clenched his fists and pulled me up by hairs"what did u said?".
I am shivering and said"yes,you ruined me and you r*p*d me".
he leaves my hair,and slapped me.i saw him with tears,one hand on my cheek.by one hand he gripped my waist and by other hand he clenched my jaws and I am crying silently.he said"what did u said I raped you,maybe you are forgetting that you are my wife and I make love to you last night.Won't you say that again, I will really show you what r**e means."
I want to yell 'This was not love, this was lust'.but I can't because I know he will become angry.
he yelled"got it".I nodded with tears.
my life is not in my hands ,I give it to this monster that is my so called husband.
suddenly he said seductively "Well my marks on your body are looking very beautiful.so ready for another round".I looked shocked and I realized that my blanket lightly slipped from my hands and my cleavage is clearly visible.
he chuckled and said"i know you are sore there,I am joking.just look at your face."
he went towards bed and collected the things and removed the bed sheet,I looked confused
he said"It had the mark of you being a virgin, I'm gonna keep it to myself.Cause it's the most beautiful moment and best night in my life".
I can't understand his thoughts ,one minute he hurts me ,another minute he acts like he care for me.
he came towards me,cupped my face and kiss my forehead"I'm not that bad, don't ever leave me.be fresh and come down with wearing full clothes so that no one can see my love bites.Well, even if they see, I do not have a problem, but you will definitely have a problem."
I nodded ,he went.about to open the door ,turned around and picked something from pocket and said"by the way ,take this ,this is contraceptive, so that you are not pregnant."I looked at them and stand like that.
he said by looking"ok if u want to become pregnant,I don't have any problem."
immediately I took that from him.he chuckled and said"well,hide this contraceptives because you have to use a lot of this".
I became angry and he went.
I looked at pills and cried because i am feeling very helplessness.