After Zha Gong awakens (fast travel)

Chapter 52

There was a long silence.

Su Yunhe suddenly covered the subsequent handwriting with his hand, not daring to read any more.

The man opposite twitched his lips mockingly, "What? Didn't you want to watch it?"

He sneered, "This is just the beginning."

[June 17, 20xx]

[Doctor: I heard you nominated Congratulations, how are you doing recently? ]

[Pain: Very busy, but also very fulfilling. ]

[Doctor: What about him? ]

[Patient: ... ]

[Doctor: Last time I suggested you--]

[Patient: I don't want to mention him. ]

[Doctor: It's useless to escape, we always have to solve the problem, have you had a good talk with him? ]

[Pain: ...It's not necessary. 】

【Doctor: Trust is very important to the relationship between two people. You can improve the situation by talking openly with him. 】

【Suffering: Impossible. ]

[Doctor: Always try——]

[Laughter]

[Patient: How could I not try it? 】

【Payment: He listens carefully every time and promises me, but what's the use? 】

【Payment: If I didn't receive a call at work, he would come from thousands of miles away to question him, and he would be late for socializing outside, and he would cry and argue with me all night, even to discuss things with Sister Wei, he would call A few videos came over to make sure I didn't do anything wrong to him. 】

【Pain: Everyone envies me, envies that I have a lover who cares so much about me and loves me, but I don't feel happy at all. 】

【Doctor: Do they all know these things? ]

[Pain: Probably, his childhood friend messed up my international endorsement after knowing that he took sleeping pills because I wanted to break up. ]

[Doctor: ...Why? 】

【Suffering: Think I'm not worthy of his love. ]

[Pain: He said to me, "You are Yunhe's star, he likes you so much, he changed his major in directing for you, and even filmed for you...he has paid so much for you, your conscience is broken." Did the dog eat it? What right do you have to talk about breaking up?"]

[Low laughter]

[Zai: He's right, maybe I really have no conscience, I wish I never took that part. 】

【Doctor: I don't think this is your problem at all. The play he directed did make you popular, but it was just a coincidence. I've seen that play. It's a modern idol drama with very common routines. The shooting and editing techniques are very common. , he didn't add many points for you. ]

[Pain: Really? ]

[Pain: But he did do a lot for me. ]

[Doctor: I don't like to judge this point, but you should understand that in this world, you don't get rewards for your efforts. 】

【Suffering:...】

【Sufferer: But I can't feel at ease. 】

The last sentence on this page is——

"I owe him."

Su Yunhe's hands trembled badly, and his heart seemed to be held by someone, and it was so painful.

The man looked at his expression and felt more and more mocking, and he said lightly: "You know, Qi is an orphan." "

He grew up in an orphanage, and he is very sensitive to the malice and kindness of the outside world. He can repay him tenfold."

"Even if your kindness to him is not what he needs, there is no way for him not to return it."

Su Yunhe trembled his lips, opened and closed several times but was speechless.

The man also didn't want to hear any explanation from him, "You don't need to say anything to me, I hope you can read this—"

He emphasized, "These things you should know."

[20xx Year 6 April 20th]

[Doctor: Good morning, I remember you have a flight to city c today, can you make it in time later? ]

[Pain: I canceled it. 】

【Doctor: Did something happen? ]

[Patient: It was his birthday yesterday, so he flew over from home to meet me and opened a room. ]

[Doctor: You refused? ]

[Pain: ... Mmm. 】

[Patient: I think I am very selfish. I clearly know that he loves me so much, treats me so well, and knows that I should give something back, but when things come to an end, I just can't do it. ]

[Suffering: I don't want to have any physical contact with him, it makes me feel like a commodity, completely unbearable. 】

【Doctor: I don't think you need to force yourself. This kind of thing should be agreed by both parties. Since the relationship is not enough, of course you can refuse. 】

【Pain: But he is very sad. ]

[Pain: I'm afraid he won't think about it. 】

【Suffering: It's ridiculous. At this time, I don't feel pity for him, but I'm just afraid that he won't think about it and do something irreversible. ]

...

[July 9, 20xx]

[Suffering: Sometimes I wonder why I can't like him? ]

[Pain: He loves me so much, why can't I fall in love with him? ]

[Suffering: If I could also like him, even if I just pretended to like him, it probably wouldn't be so uncomfortable. ]

[......]

[Worry laughter]

[Pain: But I just can't fool myself. ]

...

[July 12, 20xx]

[Sufferer: Do you think I'm too hypocritical? ]

[Suffering: This kind of thing can be handled easily, but I can't just break up with him, and I can't understand his love. 】

[Doctor: This is not your fault. ]

[Pain: I promised him to try dating, I gave him hope, this is my responsibility. ]

...

[July 19, 20xx]

[Suffering: It turns out that touching really can't turn into heartbeat. I tried my best to love him, but I couldn't. ]

...

[July 26, 20xx]

[Suffering: I know he is only afraid of losing me, so he desperately wants to know who I see doing every day, but why, I feel out of breath. ]

[Pain: Even if I close my eyes, his face still flashes in front of my eyes. ]

[Pain: I can't escape. 】

......

Su Yunhe stopped turning the page, and "slapped" the treatment record to the ground.

Papers were scattered all over the floor.

He covered his eyes in embarrassment, unable to look any longer.

But the man didn't want to let him go.

"He has swallowed sleeping pills many times."

Su Yunhe shrank his pupils, moved his hands tremblingly, and looked at him in disbelief.

The man still looked calm, "I asked him why, and he said he just wanted to sleep peacefully."

He still remembered that warm afternoon, when Qi Ran leaned back in the chair with a dull expression, with a pale face, and said calmly, "I didn't intend to commit suicide, but I just couldn't sleep." "I'm afraid I didn't catch

him Call."

Hearing these words, Su Yunhe couldn't bear it any longer, and cried bitterly.

The man still said lightly, "Deep depression requires a psychiatrist to prescribe medicine for treatment. I persuaded him to go to the hospital, but he refused.

" He was born and crazy, he was cautious even when he saw me, he didn't dare to show up at the hospital, he was afraid of ruining his hard-won career." "

That was his childhood dream."

The man bent his lips, "I I have no choice but to give him psychological hints, tell him about other people's experiences, and let him understand that he doesn't owe you anything, and in the end, I was the one who persuaded him to break up with you." He paused, "The relationship with the

actress The scandal was a coincidence, but I persuaded him to break up at this moment."

The man was silent for a moment, "I thought this would free him, but I didn't expect that you wanted to destroy him."

He finally lost his calm expression. With a self-retaining elite appearance, his face was full of anger, "Su Yunhe, what are you doing?"

**

When Liang Yun arrived on the set, his face was very ugly.

He has always been gentle and polite, even though he has a great sense of distance when getting along with others, he rarely shows such an angry and distressed expression.

But when he arrived, Qi Ran was filming, Zhou Chen and Fei Rong were all watching attentively, almost no one noticed him.

Seeing this scene, Liang Yun closed her eyes, barely restraining her emotions.

In fact, when he heard the past from Su Yunhe, who was sobbing and clamoring to see Qiran, he felt his blood rushing up and his heart twitching.

At that moment, I didn't have any thoughts, I just wanted to see Qiran who was safe.

Liang Yun pursed her lower lip, and looked at the man in the field as calmly as possible.

This scene happened to be when Xu Cheng, after seeing the victim's mother kneeling, was determined to do something but found he couldn't do it.

He has been a policeman for so many years, how could he not know that the evidence is effective, how could he not know the difficulty of concluding a case.

But as long as he thinks of that kneeling and the bloody diary of the dead student, he will inevitably think of his past.

The education he has received over the years has flattened his hatred, so he has to smile and pretend nothing happened.

But how could he not hate?

How could he not want revenge?

Only he can't.

How ridiculous, the atrocities of those people once gave them the admiration of others when they were children, but now it is illegal for him to retaliate against others in his own way.

He can only suppress himself.

For many years, for a long time, I suppressed myself.

But this time, an uncontrollable darkness spread in his heart, and his reason was crumbling.

The bottom line he had held on to for many years seemed to be broken at this moment.

Xu Cheng almost hastily, yet seemingly inevitably, calmly made his next plan that crossed the law and the bottom line.

In the dim room, the man put the letter paper in his hand into the brazier.

The paper fell lightly, but was licked and swallowed by the flames in a moment, turning into heavy ashes.

The man stared at the cluster of flames, the dark eyes under his eyes were gradually replaced by softness, and he showed his usual upright and open expression.

But this change caused Liang Yun's heart to stop suddenly, and he subconsciously called out Qi Ran's name.

Director Li yelled, "Cut!"

He glanced at Liang Yun a little irritably, after all he remembered that the other party was an investor, and he was not someone who could be scolded casually, "Xiao Qi stay in shape, let's make up a few scenes for the last scene. It's over."

Qi Ran said yes, raised her head, and looked at Liang Yun in surprise.

Under his gaze, Liang Yun managed to calm down. He apologized to Director Li, "I'm sorry, Qi Ran's acting was too realistic just now. I accidentally got into the scene and interrupted you."

Hearing these words, Director Li waved his hands, his face softened, "Xiao Qi is indeed very energetic."

He paused, "If Mr. Liang is fine, I will ask Xiao Qi to continue filming first."

Liang Yun was silent Mo Mo, nodding his head, "Okay."

He walked up to Zhou Chen and Fei Rong, and said in a low voice, "Come out with me."

The author has something to say:

System: It's over, I know now, the host must I'm going to hit me QAQ

In addition, in case someone complains about the indecision of the original owner, let me explain.

The original owner is essentially a gentle and delicate person. He once felt Su Yunhe's love and was moved by it, so he agreed to the pursuit and wanted to try.

But later, the other party's endless suspicion and control wiped out all the emotions. He wanted to separate, but was frightened by the other party's desperate attempts to keep him.

No one can easily carry a life.

He can only give in and try to reconcile with himself, but there is no way, the relationship is so wonderful, he can't fall in love with this person at all, and he can't leave easily.

When everyone agrees that Su Yunhe loves him deeply, he can't help but think so. Besides, he does know that the other party treats him very well and that the other party cannot lose him, so he feels guilty.

In the same way, he can't use himself to repay the other party. Such pain and contradictions bind him tightly, making him breathless, suffocating, self-loathing, and disgusting, but he is a public figure, and he cannot recklessly To vent his emotions, he didn't want to ruin his career, which had been so hard to improve, so he could only suppress himself.

So the pain got deeper and deeper.

BTW, the chasing wife crematorium after the breakup is just the manipulation of the world consciousness, otherwise the original owner would never be able to fall in love with him again.

——Thanks

to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of java;

thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!