After Zha Gong awakens (fast travel)

Chapter 158

It is rare for He Yuanzhang to see Qi Ran showing such an expression.

He was born with an upturned mouth, a pair of peach blossom eyes that are romantic and affectionate, and always smiles when passing by. In recent years, the deeper the power, the higher the status, the more calm, and even in front of him no longer have so many superficial emotions.

However, in his not-too-distant memory, he actually encountered such a confused Qi Ran once.

That was... Qi Ran's nineteenth birthday.

On that day, he prepared for a long time and thought about how to celebrate him, but he disappeared without warning.

He couldn't get in touch with anyone, and couldn't find a few possible places. He went through all kinds of conspiracy theories in his mind, and mobilized his connections to search the whole city. He was going crazy, but finally found that he left by himself.

For the first time in his life, He Yuanzhang lost his demeanor, and angrily thought that he would give Qi Ran a good meal when he saw him, but when he arrived at Wen Lan's tomb, he saw the boy's appearance—but he couldn't say anything

.

Time is too fast, no one in this world can wait for him to grow up slowly, the immature boy has been coerced to become an adult, and has to face everything alone, so that even He Yuanzhang has forgotten, in fact, he is only nineteen years old , that should have been a free and unrestrained age in school.

But he was... surviving on his own.

At that moment, He Yuanzhang suddenly realized what he had missed.

Even if he comes back, he is with Qi Ran, and they seem to be very close, but in the young man's heart, he is actually left alone.

He Yuanzhang could hardly maintain his usual gentle expression, his heart ached so badly, he bent down tremblingly, and picked up the unconscious boy.

The young man struggled uneasily, trying to open his eyes but couldn't see the person in front of him clearly. The rain fell on his face, and he vaguely smelled a familiar woody fragrance.

"Brother..." The young man choked with sobs, and curled into the man's arms, "You are finally back..." It

hurts so much.

Twelve years have passed, and Qi Ran is no longer the youthful and frivolous boy he was back then, but he is still Qi Chen, only Qi Chen...will let him show such a look.

He Yuanzhang didn't know what kind of expression he should show, so he could only let his face lose the gentle smile while Qi Ran closed his eyes.

There was a long silence.

"Jiaojiao..." The man lowered his eyes, "You have no relationship for a long time."

Legally, blood, they have no relationship for a long time.

All of this was dealt with cleanly ten years ago.

Qi Ran sighed, he didn't open his eyes, but slowly, slowly reached out and hugged the person on his body.

The man's body is familiar and warm.

Qi Ran rested his head on He Yuanzhang's neck, took a deep breath, and his expression gradually calmed down.

"Yes...it should be over."

The next afternoon, Qi Ran asked Qi Chen to meet.

They met in He's garden.

Compared with Qi Ran's calmness and composure, Qi Chen seems to have lost that usual aura of austerity, which is unfathomable.

He understands Qi Ran's temperament, and has long been prepared for Qi Ran to avoid seeing him, and he has roughly thought about what to do in the future, but this meeting was too unexpected for him, and it made him feel a little ominous premonition.

And so it was.

Qi Ran's tone was calm and cold, "Mr. Qi."

"Does it have to be this strange between us?" Qi Chen's eyes showed a bit of bitterness, "Jiaojiao, I would rather you hate me like you did in Small World. "

Qi Ran looked at him calmly, he used to love to laugh very much, those perfectly formed eyes seemed like stars were falling when smiling, but at this moment there was only a deep darkness left.

He stirred the coffee in his cup, and it seemed that Qi Chen's words were not touched at all, nor did he respond, "You should know why I'm looking for you today."

Qi Chen was startled, and looked at him deeply.

Obviously the distance between the two is only a few feet away, and the person in front of him is within reach, but he seems to see an insurmountable gap.

It is the trace left by the years, mixed with countless people and things.

The strength on his straight back was relieved, and he couldn't help laughing wryly, "Jiaojiao, I really couldn't help it at the beginning." "I know,"

Qi Ran looked into his eyes, there was no resentment on his face, but a kind of Staying calm, "It's not your fault, it's the mishaps of this world, but we've all changed, do you understand?" He said

every word, as if he had thought it over long ago, without any pause, "I'm not that Qi Jiaojiao who can't live without my brother, and you are no longer my brother."

"I am." The tension in Qi Chen's heart broke, his voice was hoarse, "I'm still your brother, I know I've missed a lot of time, but I can't help it, I really can't help it , I have tried my best, I can only fight to let you survive—"

Qi Ran chuckled, "Do you know Xie Liang?"

Qi Chen was stunned, and the blood faded from his face quickly.

How could he not know about Qi Ran's experience in several small worlds, and Xie Liang, who wanted Qi Ran to survive, single-handedly planned Xie Chen's "betrayal" to let him survive the tribulation of love, and calculated too many things.

"But I'm different from him," Qi Chen took a deep breath and repeated numbly, "I never calculated against you, nor did I rule out selfishness..." "Yes," Qi Ran nodded lightly, "You did

n't Do these things, but in my opinion you are no different."

Qi Chen was stunned.

He felt a bone-piercing chill rushing into his lungs from the soles of his feet, spreading rapidly along the blood vessels, making him almost lose his breathing instinct, but his eyes still locked on Qiran tightly.

Suddenly he realized something.

"Is it weird?"

Qi Ran smiled lightly, "Because you all want me to live." "

But brother," he finally called out the title, but he lost the slightest attachment in the past, only A little casually, "I'm tired of living long ago."

Life is full of vicissitudes, and the world is cold and warm. He has seen it, and he has already lived enough.

After being bound by the system, he didn't even think about coming back alive, maybe one day he got tired and it ended like that.

But Qi Chen wanted to save him.

And thirteen years later, the truth.

Qi Ran sighed wearily.

He put away the mocking expression just now, looked at Qi Chen with slightly lowered eyes, and looked calm and serious, "You know, before I said this, I wanted to take revenge on you a little bit, I want you to know Your self-righteousness, I don't need your rescue, but I feel very boring when I say it." "

...Brother, we have all changed."

His tone was calm as if he forgave all the dead.

It shouldn't be like this.

His arrogance would not be so easy to talk, and he would not let go of everything so lightly, as if he could leave the world at any time without any nostalgia. He can't stand a little bit of grievance, can't tolerate sand in his eyes, he will get angry, toss him, laugh and make trouble, and he will have to admit his mistake and apologize if he cede land and pay compensation, and he will be reluctant to buy the sugar water that needs to be queued for two hours in the east of the city. consider sparing his life.

When will there be no hatred at all?

When I don't care anymore.

Qi Chen felt his eyes darken, and his heart was pulled down.

During the long time, countless travels, and many times when he was on the verge of death, these were all his only beliefs.

He wanted to go home, to change Qi Ran's ending, to let him live a long, safe life, but now he actually said that he was tired of living long ago—

did he do something wrong?

"Let go!"

Qi Chen recovered from a trance, saw Qi Ran frowning, and subconsciously let go of his arms.

Qi Ran took a step back, lowered his eyes, and smoothed out the wrinkles on his clothes unhappily.

The expression between his brows and eyes is exactly the same as in the past...

In a flash, Qi Chen suddenly realized, "No, Jiaojiao, that's not the case!" "

You saw me today because I saved you, even if it wasn't what you wanted If you want it, you don't want to owe me, right?"

Qi Ran paused and raised his eyes to look at him.

Qi Chen seemed to have cleared his mind, and he spoke faster and faster, "Grandmother cannot be offset, with your temperament, after knowing the truth, you can't blame me rationally, and you can't enjoy this kindness with peace of mind, that's why you want to meet me , see what conditions I will put forward, but you don't want to have anything to do with me emotionally, so you told me this just now, so that you can refuse my approach and block my words in advance." Half a minute of silence

.

The look on Qi Ran's face gradually turned cold, the pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes that were always affectionate and affectionate disappeared from the soft smile, replaced by an extremely dangerous and indifferent sharpness.

He said coldly, without the slightest hint of guilt, "So——what do you want to say?"

Qi Chen looked at him, and couldn't help but smile slightly.

The young man in front of him was cold and tough, with a forceful aura, as if he was completely different from that arrogant and splendid young man, but Qi Chen could vaguely see his youthful appearance, "...Actually, all you have to do is blame me."

"As long as you continue to blame me, grievances and grievances can be balanced. You don't have to care about me saving you. You can draw a clear line with me and don't have to tangle with me anymore, but you didn't..." Qi Chen still smiled, but his eyes gradually faded

. Red, "You said you've changed, but you haven't."

"You just can't believe me."

The sun went down.

Time passed silently.

Qi Ran sneered, "You're being sentimental."

He pushed open the glass door without looking at Qi Chen again.

The author has something to say: I

recently compared Calvin. At the beginning, the outline was arranged to have sex with my brother, but after writing it now, I think it is difficult for Yi Jiaojiao to have sex with his brother. He will not trust a person. nor love.

I will try my best to let them heal the arrogant cubs, but in the end it may just be a crack in the heart lake/scratching head

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thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: slightly slightly 1;

thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: Muxi 10 9 bottles of Xiaomi; 8 bottles of Baa Baa; 3 bottles of 58113542; 2 bottles of Junqing