sweet dreams (Marilyn Manson)

killing strangers

i woke up from a good sleep. the sun blazing through the black curtains as i rubbed the sleep from my eyes felt great. i cant remember the last time ive felt this happy and calm before. everything was just so stressing and ive finally let all that go. i got up to take a shower and put some makeup on. before showering, i picked out an outfit. i choose to wear short shorts, fish nets, a guns and roses tight shirt, and i picked out a black leather jacket. my aim is to usually look really slutty and revealing. i think it really shows off who i am. i got out of the shower and put my clothes on. i put on some dark eyeliner, fake lashes, some dark red lipstick, and some pail foundation. i then went downstairs to make some breakfast. while making some pancakes, i put on some music while cooking. my favorite singer came on, marilyn manson. as the song 'tainted love' came on, i sang along to every word. 

THE LYRICS= once i ran to you (i ran) now i run from you. this tainted love youve given. ill give you all a boy could give you. take my tears and thats not nearly all 

i then sat my plate down on the table and ate. i also made sammy some breakfast since she has been so nice to me. i think shes still asleep so i put her food in a plastic container and placed in in the fridge. as soon as i was done eating, i cleaned up my mess and went for a walk in the front yard. i found this place to sit at in front of the fountain. it was so calming and peaceful. "i finally get some time to myself after my mom and dad have been bossing me around for so many years" i said under my breath. i sat down for a bit before i heard someone approach me from behind. it was sammy. "hey leah, thanks for the breakfast, it was delicious. sorry i didnt get to eat with you, i was too busy getting ready." sammy said. "thanks sammy, thats no worries. i hope you didnt hear me singing my ass off earler haha. i cant control myself sometimes" i said back. "actually, i did. do you listen to marilyn manson as well?" sammy replied in curiosity. "yeah i do. i actually have been needing to ask you something." sammy nodded her head in response. "well last night before i went to bed, i walked past your room and noticed that you had marilyn manson posters almost everywhere and i knew that you were a fan too. after going back upstairs and going to sleep, i went online and found out that he's having a concert just a few blocks away from where we live and its gonna start in about a week. i was wondering if you wanted to come with me. i could book us backstage tickets to go see him and talk to him" i said. "wow, id love to go to a concert with you. i cant believe that youre a fan of him too. how long have youve been listening to him?" sammy said in shock. "about 12 years or so. i started listening to him since i was 11 and im now 23" i replied "thats so cool! ive been a fan for maybe 10 years, im not sure". we both agreed to buy backstage tickets to see him. 

later that night sammy and i were on the couch watching the news when it stated that marilyn is gonna be throwing a concert near where we live. out excitement shot back up and we started to become really happy. "leah! you almost forgot to buy the tickets. they are probably selling out fast" sammy said. "oh shit yeah, i forgot. ill do it now" yelled. i ran upstairs and brought the tickets online. i ran back downstairs and told sammy about it. "i brought the tickets! we should be seeing him in about 6 days or so" i said. sammy smiled at me in response and i went back upstairs into my room. i sat on my bed, thinking about how much fun its gonna be when seeing my number one idol. "i wonder what him and i are gonna say when we see each other" i thought to myself. i also saw that twiggy ramirez would be at the concert with him. "sammy's gonna love that" i said to myself. sammy has been telling me how much she loves twiggy and how good looking she thinks he is. ive also told sammy how good looking marilyn is. i ended up scrolling through instagram a bit when i saw marilyn posted a photo of his balcony view. "OH MY FUCKING GOD!! i can see my house from where he is living" i yelled out. i quickly took a screenshot of his post and sent it to sammy. "SAMMY LOOK! U CAN SEE OUR HOUSE FROM WHERE HE IS LIVING" i texted "omggggg we should totally egg his house ahah just joking!" she texted back. me and sammy said our good nights before heading off to sleep. as i was trying to sleep, i couldnt stop thinking about how close my favorite person lived from me. i felt like knocking on his door but i knew that wasnt gonna happen. i tried looking outside of my window a few times to see if i could find his house but that stupid fucken tree was in the way. as i was lying bed, i was also thinking about where my parents would think i am. they would never expect that im living in California i said to myself as i let out a massive yawn. i looked at the time on my phone and saw that it was 1:00am. "i should get some sleep now" i said quietly as i drifted off into a deep sleep.

idk what to write for the next few chapters do u guys have any ideas?