I feel my aching body 'I hate it more and more..waking up and living through the same day over and over again..I really can't take it anymore..but I have to' I get up and drag myself to the bathroom, I won't do it clean, I just do my hair briefly, put on a white shirt with a slightly loose tie and finally I put on black jeans. Shoes:
I take my backpack, take my keys, I go to the school garden and sit on a bench, I see many students with friends, family or relatives, tears well up in my eyes when I notice it, I quickly wipe them away , I get up fast start running, just run anywhere, my heart starts racing, my breathing gets heavier, I run faster, more tears form in my eyes 'fuck you past! Why are you popping up in my head again!? I'm here to forget you!!' suddenly i run into someone we fall on the ground "shit i'm sorry" i get up quickly and give my hand to the person, she looks up, i realize it's my tutor, she smiles and takes my hand and i help her go back to "you look like you're going to be in a hurry" I look a bit confused until I remember "oh oh! no no I'm just doing this like a workout? I guess" "Just be careful not to overdo it Yes?" I just nod "what about school don't you have school?" "No?" She looks at me with 'oh really? ಠಿ_ಠ' "What class are you in now?" "None I'm out today" she comes closer, I look away slightly annoyed, she takes my chin and makes me look at her 'z-too close!' I just stare at her "we have to work together if this is supposed to work and you have to do it" "why should I you say that I'm lazy, that I should make an effort, that I should dance to your tune, like this What am I not in the mood for?" "I'm not like that I just want the best for you" she looks me in the eyes softly and lovingly "I just want a chance Mike please" "promise you won't do shit?" She laughs lightly "yes I promise" I don't know but somehow about her it makes me believe "So are we going to your next class now?" I nod silently, she lets go of my chin and takes my hand and starts walking me to the classroom. ___________________________________________
It's a bit short but I hope that's ok^^
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FanficMike is at uni studying history, he meets his tutor mikasa who looks quiet, reserved and innocent, mike falls in love with her immediately but even though he is confident and always speaking his mind doesn't mean that's how he really is, he's trying...