I feel like shit, I feel worthless, I don't even have a reason to feel this way, and it scares me. It really REALLY scares me.
I can't even sleep without feeling like dying, I wish I was able to disappear without anyone remembering me to be sad about me, even though I doubt anyone would be sad about me disappearing, I've tried everything, I really have. It's getting too difficult now.
Anyways.... I don't know why I am even writing this anymore, no one will read or see it even with it published... but it still feels nice to let it out...
YOU ARE READING
Journal I guess
AcakJust writing down me venting or saying what happened each day I guess.