Firstly, I know you probably hate me for leaving you behind and alone.
But in my defense, I am only 14 years old and not even working so I have to study, which means I can't handle a relationship.
Secondly, I've grown up. I'm not needy or whiny anymore. I know what's good for me and what's not. I'm not saying you weren't good for me, I'm saying I was doing what was best for me.
Thirdly, yeah you're a careful dater now because people, including me, have hurt you. This doesn't mean I want to continue the relationship. It would be nice if we could be friends and talk. But if you don't want to talk, that's okay. I'm fine with it.
Lastly, I admit I have been thinking about you. I miss you. And your chocolate milk and dogs and cuddles and strange outbursts of ecstasy, your habits of chewing on things when you're anxious, you telling me you just had a really good swim or just came home from rugby training. I miss it all, to be honest. But I have to learn to let go, if you want to let go. I'll accept it if you do.
