It's been 7 months and Alex has been thinking. Thinking about that crackkersmidt dwarfengour (basically a short hobo) guy. Man, he was kinda hot. 6/10 for sure. That's a pretty good rating from Alex. He never really found any man that attractive before (actually he did, but we're not gonna talk about that) and of course he loves younglings. Younglings and bottoms are the best.
In these 7 months Alex realized that he was a closeted gay man. He had to suffer with his internal homophobia and repressed his true feelings about men. How poetic. Oh yeah and he doesn't wear socks anymore !!
He threw out his now 17 year old female sex doll. He thinks of buying a male one...If those exist. He hopes they do exist. He never searched that up before, but there must be some. He already imagined what it would look like. It would look like a 16 year old man, with luscious plastic nipples and a mountable 9 inch (23 cm) penis. Of course he wouldn't insert that part into his asshole, because HE IS NOT A BOTTOM. He likes sucking dick much more(I mean he thinks he never had sex before).
The picture he had in his head was eagerly similar to his beloved Ratpai. Why did he call him Ratpai? How did he find his real name? Well ever since he met him, he started watching some nasty ass yaoi and he kinda liked the stereotype of the bottom males. He just imagined Rat under him just cumming from pure pleasure. For his name, he basically just stalked him after he left him in front of an ikea.
Alex wanted to meet the guy again. He couldn't get girls, now that he realized that he's GAY he can't have a boy either?? Bro, he won't give up now. He will get that man.
Well, somehow he has to get to the little guy. Somehow... Does his beloved have a Myspace?
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"Hey! Excuse me, female!" shouted Alex before he even entered the building. He said that sentence again a couple of times, before he was standing in front of the reception. "Excuse me, you can't hear you fucking female?!" screamed Alex at the receptionist with a feminine look.
"Oh, you meant me? I'm a guy" said the receptionist calmly while pointing at himself.
"Damn, what are you a fucking bottom?"
"No, what the fuck is even a bottom?" asked the receptionist, while judgingly staring at Alex. Alex intensely stared back. "Is this Silly Billy Robotics and Gaymers HQ right?"
"Yep" shrugged the receptionist for some reason. "So what do you want?
"I am here for a meeting," said Alex.
"Ah, Alex Mahan right?"
"Yes...fema-" stopped Alex and took a last look at the receptionist. "sir"
"One question before I let you in"
"Yes fe-sir?" asked Alex, still not being used to the existence of femboys even though he watched yaoi before.
"What time is it?" stared at the receptionist like he was on the verge of death. It certainly didn't make Alex calmer. This place was already weird enough, it reminded him of that one place that he designed for Yansim, the dark void with three demons who give you powers, but even if the building didn't have the scenic lighting of the occult club, this place would still make him nervous. It felt like a cemetery built on hundreds of cemeteries. They were watching and Alex was aware.
"...10 am" said Alex nervously, though the same atmosphere didn't seem to bother the receptionist himself. He seemed extremely bored now that Alex looked at him again.
"Shit...Anyways, here is a book with 8327382728 pages that will show you where exactly you should go'' threw the receptionist a really big and crusty old book, which almost made Alex slip (on deez nuts), "Good luck !!" smiled the receptionist and picked up a lamp stand next him and stabbed Alex with it for no apparent reason. Alex casually died and then suddenly woke up in a hallway with no exit or windows. (HE WAS IN THE BACKROOMS GUYS !!!)

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I MIGHT BE GAY | Yandev x Rat Duology
FanficThe creator of Yandere Simulator, Alex Mahan questions his self-worth after he gets a promiscious tag on Twitter.com. Will they or won't they? The question both of them ask themselves, but the end is nigh and is happiness worth it? Spegetie. !!WARNI...