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my story :3

.................................yeah I think it's time. :3

So, I was speaking with my......

Thinks twice

.......... F........ Friend...

I need to think about that......

Anyway, yeah I was speaking with him right? At like.. 2:00-3:00 AM.. My mom came in.. And took my phone.

The next day she said "I deleted Discord from your phone."

"You're not getting your phone back for a while."

Keep in mind, I get clingy if I haven't seen a person I absolutely care about for like.. A whiillee... So I got scared every now and then for him.

This actually had something to do with it..

But..

My dumbass was hallucinating.

See, I was awake until 4:58 in the morning, and it was a school night.

And, I was roleplaying in my head right?

Then randomly, there was this type of music that randomly started playing in my head.

And then, I was in my school's cafeteria, but the tables were my spaced out, and when I looked behind me, I saw a random girl with blond hair, and a Navy blue shirt slowly turn her head to me with a creepy smile and her eyes all black.

Then, I opened my eyes, and looked behind me (this was irl) and looked in the closet that was open.

There was my two best friends, my... O other friend... (Gottathinkabouttha-) and for some random ass reason mySELF. looking down at me, with the SAME EXACT SMILE  as the girl. I for some fucking retarded reason fucking LUTHER. 😭

Then I hid my face under the covers, and the music continues.

It gets louder, and louder.

And my breath gets shakier, and so does my body.

I get light headed until I heard a voice.

"Hey, [My Name], are you okay?"

I used Sarah's fonts cuz it was HER voice.

I didn't Answer, since I knew her ass wasn't real (😭💔).

She kept asking what's wrong and why I'm not answer her, nor even looking at her.

And I thought of something.

Her having the same exact smile and eyes.

So I closed them.

Bad idea.

I saw all of them in front of me, closer than before, so I just opened my eyes again.

And started to cry.

I felt like I was.. Actually being hugged.

I felt safe.

And calmed down.

But uhhhh,.,.

Unfortunately, when I tried to go to sleep in peace..

It was already 5:57..

And me and my cousin only had like..

2 more minutes of sleep.

She was already asleep, she fell asleep at 12..I fall asleep later than that, or I don't fall asleep at all.

For the next two minutes I was basically talking with Sarah (The hallucination, so I was basically talking to myself.. 😭💀) about the whole entire Situation.

While being hugged. :)

Until My aunt ruined it for me and I had to get up. 💢

Anyway,.,., I've been getting new ideas and stuff from my cousin, my brain, and my best friends (In real life, and virtual.)

So that's why it's gonna take longer.

Goshthisisstressful- /srs

Anyway, like my ugly drawing?

It's above all this mess! <3