If Only Tonight We Could Sleep

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Simon's pov

When I woke up, I almost had a heart attack. There was someone next to my bed. No wonder the bed felt like it was going to explode. I slowly rolled up the duvet. It was Robert without a doubt. I sighed with relief. Wait, can I be relieved? I couldn't remember yesterday clearly. My head was aching. Scent of whiskey, beer, wine and bunch of people. And the hot lips of Robert... What? Then I thought a little bit...A passionate, heated night...

When I looked at the mirror on the closet in front of the bed, red tooth marks on my shoulder and kiss marks all over my neck proved it. Robert, who was sobbing loudly...I remember offering him to bite my shoulder to be quiet. The back was swollen red with Robert's nail marks. My whole body was stiff. Robert was still fast asleep. Robert's pale skin had more marks. I thought I'd better let him sleep a little longer. I put the blanket over him and started getting ready. Most of the time I woke up was 3 p.m. because we had a late afternoon concert. Pouring alcohol into our mouth and smoking cigarettes until the sun rose. When I washed up and put on my clothes, I realized that my clothes were not enough to cover the kiss marks. I had no choice but to wear a bandana scarf around my neck. Leather jumper, leather pants, boots and bandana scarf. It was not so appealing but at least it's not horrible. When I was ready, I woke Robert up.

"Robert, it's three o'clock in the afternoon. Wake up. We have a concert in 3 hours."

Robert groaned and frowned.

"Mary... Can I sleep a little longer?"

Mary is Robert's girlfriend. And I...I had sex with a man who had a girlfriend. Robert will faint when he wakes up. However, he couldn't delay the concert and I took a risk and shook him because he is going to spend a long time to prepare.

"Rob. It's Simon. Get up."

Robert turned and opened only one eye. His expression changing quickly.

"Why am I at your house?!"

"Find out that on your own.Hurry up and get ready."

I got Robert up. Then the duvet on his body slid down and showed Robert's pale skin. Robert pulled up the duvet in surprise. He turned red from face to ear.

"Turn around!"

Robert exclaimed, freaked out. I obediently obeyed his words. There was a flapping sound behind me.

"Simon... Do you have any idea where my boxers are?"

I tried to remember. All I remember was Robert's milk-white hips that was revealed when his underwear came down.I broke the silence and eventually opened my mouth.

"Oh, if you can't see it, you can wear mine."

"Where...is it?"

I turned around. Robert wore his short-sleeved shirt and covered his lower body with a blanket. I opened the closet door and rummaged. At least in my memory, Robert's butt...It was not so small. I didn't have boxer that big. Rather, I bought a small size because most of them were large for me. I handed it to him. Robert picked up the boxer and moved his hands to me to turn around. I turned and stared at the blank wall. There was a rustle again, and Robert asked.

"Do you have a bigger size?"

I panicked. I only wore one size. Was it for this moment that my mother sometimes told me to buy different sizes? Of course not, but I regretted my past actions.

"I'm sorry, but can you just wear it...?I don't have another size..."

"Okay..."

Robert spent his time wearing underwear. There was a groan and a sigh. He eventually put his pants on and headed to the bathroom.Robert closed the bathroom door. The shouted at the tightly closed door.

"The towel is in the closet there...!"

Robert washed up and came out. He remained silent.

"Then... shall we go?"

Robert nodded with his mouth closed.The concert began and blue and red lights parted the darkness. We gave a passionate performance. The audience's shouts and enthusiasm began to make me think less of 'The thing with Robert.' Lol, me and Robert were all enjoying the show. The performance reached its climax. Robert sang So What. His hands were busy playing the guitar, but his face was gently rubbing against the microphone. Robert's face was red and sweaty. It kept reminded what Robert did to me last night. Robert with my member in his mouth and a soft sound...His caress overlapped. In Robert's hot, damp mouth...I felt my cock grow bigger. The vibration I felt every time I played the bass was inevitable. Robert's actions and each vibration of the bass excited me.I didn't even remember how I ended the concert. Throughout the concert I played the bass feeling horny. I prayed that my cock could once again enter Robert's body. There was an after-party, but Robert and I, who were tired, decided to go home first. Robert and I were the only ones on the dark road.

"Robert... you did a great job today...! "

I opened my mouth thinking about what to say. Robert smiled.

"Thank you! Actually, my underwear was so uncomfortable that I was worried if I could do it properly!""

My cheeks turned red. As expected! Robert's butt wasn't that small.

"Would you like to smoke?""

"Yes."

Robert accepted my suggestion to smoke and sat on a nearby bench. Robert smoked without saying a word. I was fascinated by the sight of Robert smoking. Smoke that comes out through the thin lips...The delicate hand holding the cigarette...I was so distracted that I didn't even know that the little spark in the cigarette fell into my hands.

"Ow! Fuck!"

The sudden heat made me drop my cigarette. Robert, stratled, held my hand and looked. His blue eyes were on my hand. I raised his face with my hand, thinking it as a chance. Robert looked at me with a hazy look on his face. I kissed Robert. Robert's tongue mingled with me in his mouth. It was hot and damp. Robert whimpered little by little. There was a wet sound. I wanted to eat Robert in this state. But I also wanted to feel this situation more. But Robert pushed me away. Then got up from the bench and walked away. I also got up and ran towards Robert.

"Robert!"

I grabbed him by the wrist.

"Let go of me!"

"Robert, please...You know very well that I love you. Why do you keep looking away?"

"You're... You're just a friend to me...And I want to stay that way."

Robert gave himself strength to pull it out. I grabbed him harder so he wouldn't get out.

"What kind of friends kiss...What kind of friend have sex...? We've done a lot more than just friends, Robert...!"

Robert released my hand with his other hand.

"Then don't do that anymore. I don't want to live a complicated life. Just leave me alone."

He ran away. I stayed still in the alley. The cold wind came into the leather jumper. I thought the autumn wind would bring love. But it just leaves me in the miserable alley.