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Leah's Pov

I keep staring at him in need of answer's. Who was on the other end of line? Who broke in? What broke? Was someone hurt? He's not telling me. He keeps smoking in more and more of cigarettes and continuously ignore me. The audacity. Asshole. DickHEAD. 

Suddenly his head turns to look at me with sharp eyes. Shitzz I said it out aloud. :) well he was meant to hear and those words were for him. As i rested my head on the window the car stopped with screeching tires. "Dude can u drive prop-" "Get out. " wtf. WHAT THE FUCK. We were outside our parents house. Is this dude for real.???? 

"Hell no until I get some answers I'm not stepping a foot out. You made me leave my car in the basement of the hotel just to drop me off at our mom and dads place. hell no. I don't buy that." "You don't wanna give me this attitude of yours when-. Just go straight inside Leah." he quits shouting and speaks softly. But what was he about to say? "Please Leah" he speaks even more softly. He looked terrified and helpless.

I step out of the car and he left without glancing back at me whether i reached home safely. I feel like an idiot. I feel like my date just left me in middle of a date. I walked back home. How could he leave me without giving me proper answers. The house is pretty big. A lake with fishes. 3 pools idk why... Then a small poultry farm where mom has her favorite chickens. Ron's dad's warehouse where he repairs stuff. A dog house that has been here since our childhood. but the only problem is these houses are on private lands. That means no human habitation or cabs far off.

Mom and dad are pretty texavy they got fingerprint locks. Well even if I'm their daughter, I share there blood but not fingerprints. Looks like the entire world is against me being happy for 1 day. I sit on the door step. No phone. No clothes to cover myself from the chill night breeze. i shouldn't have returned Ron's jacket. God help me! I walked to check if the back door was open but no luck. The warehouse? No luck. i walked to the bird farm giving the birds some food I walked past them. Poor them must be feeling cold. I'll tell mom to install a heater for these little ones.

Resting my head against the cold door frame i pull my legs close to me curling up in a ball.  My mind begins to over think. What could Ron be hiding? Why did he have to be in such a hurry? and why the hell did he had blood on his knuckles. My mind drifts to a few nights ago. Our kiss. It was my 3rd kiss. 1st was in grade 3 when Daven a smart boy in my class got an A in the math test and i had got an A too. To celebrate our victory of being the top in math class, we played 'Marry Me' ,he kissed me then to proclaim me his wife. That brought a smile to my face. Childhood is an innocent period. 2nd kiss was when my sporty boyfriend in my high school gave me a kiss after winning the fpl. That night we broke up. Lol.

And then it was him. After idk how many years. Someone had kissed me. i almost thought i was unlikable or unkissable or maybe too busy. Only if Ron had spared some time from his fuck boy life to his business life i wouldn't be lying here on the footsteps my my house. I wanted to cry. 

I felt so filled. So done with life. 

Almost choked by problems and emotions. Tears glistened my eyes. Mom Dad i  miss you. Idk how long i had been sitting like this. I had my arms feeling cold. My bare neck and face was cold. A tear left my eye. Wish i had just gone to the uni of music. Only if i had told mom and dad. Another drop poured down. Drops and drops became frequent. I was crying. I didnt want to but i was. I am not strong as i appear.

A car stopped in front of the house. With some hope i looked up. It was not Ron. It was Andrew and Daz. Daz ran up to me. She bent to her knee's, "Oh Lele baby, look at you." I was crying even more. I dont know why but I was crying. I heard footsteps running away from me, the car door open and close. Footsteps coming towards me. I assume that's Andrew. A soft fur blanket drapes around my cold bleak body. The warmth. Andrew scooped me up assisting my head to rest on his shoulder and so i did. He smelt familiar, like Daisy.

"Andrew shes burning hot. I think we should go to a hospital. Im scared." I hear mumbkes of Daisy as she rubs my palm keeping me warm. "Okay. I'll tell Ro." 

"NO" with little energy i had i spoke. "Not him. He left me her." 

"WHAT?!?!" both speak in unison. "ASSHOLE" "Leah keep your eyes open... Leah honey..." Eyeliids turn heavy. Palm rubs becoming aggressive. I could hear Daisy and Andrew asking me to keep my eyes open but i just couldn't. And then i give in too darkness.

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this book if u reading is my personal writing space so sorry lol