His blue eyes: Fifty Shades

~17~

Niall kissed me slowly, taking his time so I know that I am not pressured. I didn't feel pressured either. Niall hooked his thumb into my panties as he started to pull it down. I opened my legs and felt my chest heaving. I was breathing harder than I should've. Niall smirked as he noticed my change in breathing patterns. Niall sat up and pulled out a condom. I bit my lip as I watched. I wasn't entirely sure if I was ready to do this, but it is a little too late to turn around now. As I was pondering to myself, Niall had already slid the condom on.

"Get up for a second, please?" Niall asked in a soft, gentle voice. He was so easy going unlike his daily dominant voice. I stood and he did also. He peeled the duvet back and slid in. He patted the bed to gesture me to slide in with him. I got in and he covered us up with the duvet that stopped at our hips. Here goes nothing...

Niall spread apart my legs and I could feel his tip touching, barely rubbing my entrance. Niall had each hand beside my head. He lifted one so it rested behind my neck, pulling me up for a lingering, tender kiss. He slowly leaned me down as he kneeled up. He bit his bottom lip as he viewed my vaginal area. He started to slowly push himself, but not far enough to affect me. He was inches away.

"Are you sure about this?" Niall whispered. "Do you think you're ready?" I looked at his blue orbs with sincerity, bit my bottom lip and nodded.

"Yes." I muttered. Niall let out a breath that he seemed to have been holding. Niall moved his hands to the sides of my torso, rubbing my skin as he does so. I held one hand on his bicep, as another rested on my stomach. I wasn't expecting anything major, really.

Niall kneeled closer toward me and started to push. I could feel him push farther in; and I felt that it was going to hurt. I gasped, and Niall stopped his gradual movements.

"Is everything okay?" Niall asked, kneeling on his knees.

"Is it going to hurt?" I mumbled. Niall had the face of shock painted on his face. He gave out a chuckle, and I could tell he was trying hard to hold it it.

"Most likely. But only the first time, you'll get accustomed to it, princess." Niall stated.

"Oh." I raised my eyebrows. I need to be more prepared. I moved my hand from my body and held it to his cheek. I rubbed his cheek softly with my thumb. Wow his cheeks were soft. I kept rubbing it, when I decided it would be fun to play with his cheeks.

"Stop that, Ariel." Niall grinned. I couldn't help but smile back. I placed my hand back on his bicep as my other rested by my side. Niall didn't take any hesitation before started to push again. But this time there was no stopping him.

He did a full thrust as I cried out in pain. But the pain was bittersweet. Niall's member stayed inside my walls as he leaned down toward me.

"Are you okay?" Niall whispered. I nodded forcefully.

"Again?" I nodded slowly.

Niall pulled out of me gradually, and gave another full thrust in.

"You're so tight." Niall muttered as he continued with his thrusting movements. He kept going at a slow pace. The bittersweet pain became a gradual, nostalgic pleasure. I placed my hands on his back and held onto him as he kept going. I was looking up at Niall's facial gestures, and according to his agape mouth, he was enjoying it. I was sort of, but it isn't painless.

I was close to reaching my climax, and I could feel my muscles knotting as I reached it. I cried out unknowingly, groaning Niall's name. He soon let release and gently collapsed onto me. His breathing was hard and rapid against my skin, I was also breathless. Niall slowly extracted from me.

I felt numb. I feel like I shouldn't move because I may sprain myself, but I don't think it was that painful. I turned deliberately to my side facing Niall who was resting himself on his elbow. He was obviously checking me out.

"It's sad." Niall paused.

"What is?" I questioned him.

"You had your shirt on the whole time." Niall smirked. He playfully tugged on the collar of my shirt but didn't bother to take it off.

"How do you feel?" Niall asked, stroking my cheek with his thumb. I gave a shy smile.

"Pretty good." I garbled. Niall grinned at me, his eyes gave a small sparkle that I never noticed before. I try to question myself why I keep thinking about him when I want to get away, but then again some emotion lingers within me that is curious to know more.

I turned around to face away, since I was tired. I rested my hand under the pillow I laid my head on. I gave a small yawn as I fluttered my eyes closed. I felt Niall throw his arm gently over my waist as he pulled me closer.

"I promised to embrace you." Niall whispered into my ear before planting a kiss on my cheek.

"Goodnight." Niall said.

"'Night."

That was the last I said of the night before going into a long snooze.