swallow my pride || wangxian

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This could absolutely not be what I was seeing. I was just about to enter the library pavilion, but I stopped in front of it, hearing his voice. Moaning quietly, since the door wasn't closed all the way. And of course I couldn't but risk a peek inside.
Who'd have believed me if I told them what I was seeing right now was Lan Wangji, Hanguang-Jun, the Twin Jade, everyone's role model, sitting right in front of the table. Leaning against the wall filled with immense amounts of books behind him, his eyes were closed, his cheeks flushed. Would've seemed pretty normal, wouldn't it?
"W-Wei Ying.." I shuddered as I heard my name, I thought he'd seen me, but apparently he hasn't since his hand kept moving. And fucking hell, I felt things as I watched him touch himself, stroking his cock from the base all the way up to the tip.
"Ah-" It felt illegal to stand here and watch this. But he looked so beautiful like this, his cock looked so goddamn good, I'd love to take it into my mouth, sucking on the tip, making Hanguang-Jun get lost in his own pleasure.
"Wei Ying..", his voice seemed different now, "Wei Ying?"
"I-" I focused again. Leading my eyes away from his cock and rather back to his ones, I jerked as I felt his gaze upon me. "Oh my god, I-", my brain wasn't functioning anymore and it was way too hard to form a proper english sentence right now, "I swear I wasn't lookin-"
"Come here."
"Wha-"
He cut me off: "Either you come here or you walk out and never tell anyone about what you saw me doing in here." Gesturing I should walk over to him, I slowly did. I wasn't sure what else to do. How should I just leave and not tell the next person I run into what I caught Hanguang-Jun doing?
I sat down at his side, looking at him with fear in my eyes, not knowing what was about to happen. "So, what am I supposed to do now? I-I'm sorry, I promise I haven't been here for too long. I just walked by, and then I heard your voice, and I heard you moan my name and I just couldn't but take a look inside.." I tried to defend myself.
His hand hadn't ever stopped stroking his cock. I saw him holding back a moan as he twisted it at the tip, before mumbling: "I do not care."
"Okay. Then I'll get up and leave. I won't tell anyone, believe m-"
Lan Zhan didn't let me finish, for the second time now: "Stay here."
"And do what? Watch you masturbating?" As if I didn't do that already..
"No.", he stopped, "Join me." I think I blushed. Or at least it felt like I had, since my ears were burning now. How could I ever consider sitting down here - in the library pavilion, where you were supposed to study - next to my classmate and jerking off with him?
I was about to walk away, but it seemed like my mouth didn't obey me anymore: "I want to help you instead." And I felt his gaze upon me, roaming over my body, stopping at my crotch and looking up into my eyes again.
"Then get over here and do it." Lan Zhan said, and his hand removed from his cock and laid down beside him, using it to rearrange his sitting position. How could I ever have resisted him when he was sitting here like this, right in fucking front of me?
"Yes." I sounded so desperate as I made him straighten his legs and sit down on them, straddling his waist. Then, adding: "What do you want me to do?" Fuck, I've never done this. I mean, well, I did this with myself, but I've never actually had another mans cock in my hand and       I certainly did not expect for Lan Zhan to be the first one.
"Do what you'd do.", he seemed to get bored now, "And hurry up, for god's sake." Hell, hearing him swear - or at least that's what he'd call it - like this made my cock feel trapped inside my robes as of how hard it got: "Are you loosing your patience, dear Hanguang-Jun?"
No matter how turned on I was by the Twin Jade Lan Wangji himself moaning my name while he was jerking off, I would absolutely not lay down my ego and act like I wasn't about to touch his man in the most intimate way possible. I was not going to let him know how little experience I had in this, and neither was I going to let go of my constant teasing.
"You better shut up now and get your hands on me, or I'll-"
"-You will do what, Lan Zhan?" I asked, a grin forming on my face while I wrapped my fingers around the base of his cock, watching him throw back his head and moan loudly as soon as I started rubbing up and down again.
Twisting my hand at the tip and squeezing softly, I felt him shiver just a few seconds later, a sign of his orgasm coming closer and closer. Way too close, for my liking. So I removed my hand from his body, instead using it to open my own robes.
"What are you doing? I thought you didn't want to join me." Lan Zhan asked, his face flushed even more than before, his voice hoarse.
"I want to join you now, though. Besides, you were so close to finishing already. Can't let this end so soon, who knows when I'll get the next chance to do this with you again." I winked at him as I pulled down my underwear, keeping my robe on just like Lan Zhan did.
"As if I'd do this again with you."
"That hurt me."
"And I'm not apologizing."
Finally wrapping my hand around myself and giving it a few sloppy strokes, I couldn't hold back the deep moan that had built up inside of me. "Ah-", looking at Lan Zhan, I took both of our cocks into my hand, "You should be more.. c-careful of your words, dear master Lan. R-Remember, I'm the one controlling your body right now."
To demonstrate the fact, I ran my thumb over the tip of his cock a few times, making him squirm in pleasure underneath me, begging: "Please.. Just let me f-finish.."
"You're way too fun to play with." I said, grinning at him but barely holding the grin since I felt myself getting lost in my own enjoyment too. "Besides, you were the one asking me to jerk you off, so you'll have to live under my rules."
That seemed fair to Lan Zhan, or at least he didn't complain about it. But my hand sped up with every second, and it got harder and harder controlling it, chasing my orgasm so bad. Knowing that I'd come before him if I continued like this, I forced myself to let go again, since how could I let Hanguang-Jun see me coming?
I wanted to see him instead, so I could make fun of him later. (And, possibly use that to jerk off again.)
"Why won't you let me come?" He asked, and I couldn't help but grin at his desperate face. "I am Lan Wangji, how can you allow yourself to do this to m-", he cut himself off as I pulled my pants down, "W-What are you doing now?"
"What does it look like?" I asked, watching Lan Zhan's fingers playing with the tip of his cock.
"Looks like you're undressing in front of me." He mumbled. I did. Stripping my pants off before sitting down and straddling his waist again. I made him lean back against the wall of books, then I took both our cocks into my hand again.
Since I didn't undress out of the pure desire to be seen by him like this, I took my other hand and positioned it between the cheeks of my ass, searching for my rim. I've done this before, so it didn't really take long for me to push a finger in.
"W-What are you doing?" Lan Zhan asked, before letting out a deep moan as I ran my thumb over the tips of both our cocks.
"I'm.. I'm fingering myself." I mumbled, barely able to speak as I pushed a second one in, starting to pull them out and thrust inside again. Going faster from second to second, my hand on our cocks barely keeping up with the pace.
"W-What?" He was starting to pant now, his breathing becoming more and more irregular. I looked at him through half-closed eyes, watched him throw his head back as he came just half a second later. His cum spurting all over both our robes, and I felt myself coming too.
How could I not, when Hanguang-Jun was right in fucking front of me, barely able to breathe anymore because I made him come?
After a few moments, I pulled my fingers out of my body and also released both our cocks from my hand, which was covered in cum from both of us. Hell, this looked like one of my wet dreams.
"Fuck, what just happened?" I heard him ask, and felt his gaze wandering upon my body.
I grinned: "I watched you come. I made you come with my bare hands, Hanguang-Jun. I'd never have thought you'd like that."
"How would you have thought I'd make myself come, if not with my hands?" Was it really the Lan Wangji I knew who asked me this?
"I always thought you fucked girls." I said, grabbing Lan Zhan's robes and wiping my hand full of cum in it, before switching hands and doing the same with my right one.
He gave me a disgusted look. "I would never fuck with some random girl."
"You don't have a girlfriend, then?" I cocked my head.
"I-" He had started, but he got cut off with a knock on the library's door: "Hanguang-Jun? Are you still studying?"
Jin Ling. "I-I", Lan Zhan seemed to panic and gestured me to stand up and get dressed, "I am. Give me a second, please." Even though his voice didn't seem like it, his face was giving it away at how nervous he was.
"What do you need?" He asked as I followed his instructions, quickly grabbing my pants and putting them on again.
"Zewu-Jun sent me here. Are you done? Can I come in?" Jin Ling said, his voice muffled since he was still standing outside.
I couldn't say anything before Lan Zhan mumbled: "Climb through the window. Quick." He was standing in front of me now, his body still shivering from his orgasm.
"Aren't you gonna thank me?"
"SH!", his hand quickly shut my mouth, "Thank you for masturbating with me. Now get the fuck outta here if you don't want him to know what happened in here, when I was supposed to be in here studying!"
"Well, you were the one jerking off as I came her-"
The door opened and he cut me off again, this time whisper-shouting: "For fuck's sake, go!" I grinned at him, before I grabbed my things and ran.