swallow my pride || wangxian

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     It was after class already when I went to the woods. How I ended up stroking my cock as I leaned against the tree, I do not know. Neither could I remember why I thought of Lan Zhan doing this to me, when it was nobody but myself.
     I drew circles on the head of my cock, my index finger spreading the precum on it, the sun above me making it shine. My legs were spread, my other hand decided to play with my nipples. They were so hard that it looked like they were about to fall off, standing in the air like a stick. And fuck, I don't think I've ever been as wet as I was right now.
     I wrapped my hand around my cock, going all the way down to the base and up again, twisting at the top. I let out a moan and threw my head back against the bark of the tree right behind me.
     "L-Lan Zha-" I whispered, my back arching, my eyes pressed shut.
     "Wei Wuxian?" I heard a voice, which carried a clearly irritated tone in it.
     "F-Fuck." I mumbled, my hand quickly removing from my cock and rather tucking it back under my robes. I stood up, quickly, as I turned around and saw five people coming right towards me.
     "Hey, what have you been doing out here? Alone in the woods? When we're supposed to train with the others?" My brother said, his eyes staring right into mine, a hint of anger noticeable.
     God, if he hadn't said anything but rather just walked up, he'd have seen me masturbating while moaning Hanguang-Jun's name. He'd never shut up about that again, he'd probably even tell everyone. Or at least Lan Qiren, so I'd end up in prison or something. My brother always had something against me trying to become friends with Lan Zhan. I figured he's most likely just jealous.
     I'd been so close to reaching my orgasm, I had to clear my throat before speaking: "I-I've been.. p-practicing." I pointed to the flute, tucked into the belt of my white robe.
     "You can't play the flute when we're having class, Wei Wuxian!" The other trainees beside Jiang Cheng stayed silent.
     "It's not even essential, it's just another additional class, calm d-down. I wasn't planning on doing it anyway!" I said, would rather touching myself right now than going sword fighting with people I didn't like.
     "Lan Wangji, say something!" He tried.
     Fucking hell, I haven't even noticed him. What if he'd really walked into me? Pleasuring myself while moaning his name out loud? I don't think he'd ever talk to me again. But.. come as I think about it, he did the same. So we're pretty much even right now.
     Lan Zhan has been looking at me since they got here. Staring right at me, not even hiding the brief smile that formed on his lips (though I wasn't really sure if he even noticed that he was smiling). He seemed to get what I've been doing out here since his gaze looked down to my lower body, my hand and up again, so he said: "I'll talk to him in private. You go first, we'll get there soon."
     "Thank you." My brother said, then turning around and following the path they came here.
     "Lan Zhan.", I said, as soon as they were out of hearing reach, "Lan Zhan."
     He looked at me, coming closer and closer, his head turning to mumble into my ear: "You're hard aren't you? You've been touching yourself out here? Alone? In the woods? Where anyone could walk by and see you come? I thought I was the only one who did this with you."
     "You are Lan Zhan, you are the only one. There's no one else. There never was, believe me." I sounded way more desperate than I expected to.
     "Will you let me touch you?"
     "Yes."
     He seemed surprised at my sudden answer: "Really?" Then, adding a mocking tone to his voice, he asked, his voice low, his lips close: "You want to let a man touch you? To make you fall apart? To make you come? You want me to be that man? You want me to make you come, huh?"
     "You're hard, Lan Zhan."
     "I'm no-" I cut him off: "Like hell you are. You'd never talk to me like that if you aren't horny, would you?"
     "Shut up, Wei Ying. Let's start, I promised your brother for us to come to the training." So he grabbed my crotch through my robes, looking into my eyes and adding: "You'll have to hurry up."
     "Come on, I don't want to rush. It'll only take longer for me to come." Lan Zhan sighed at my response, coming closer and kissing my neck as he held up my robe and pulled out my cock. He started stroking it, and I barely could hold back a moan.
     "I need you." I mumbled, a whimper escaping my lips when Lan Zhan ran his thumb over the head of my cock, circling around it, over and over - just like I'd done it in the library. Adding: "I need you so bad."
     "You talk too much."
     "Then make me stop talking, L-Lan Zha- Ah.." Hell, I sounded pathetic. Not only begging for a man to jerk me off, but also begging him to kiss me. I wasn't actually planning on doing that, though.
     But it seemed like Lan Zhan was, given that he pressed his lips onto mine, barely moving them, but it worked. So there really is something that makes me shut up. But we better should not be doing this. Not if I wanted to keep him as a friend. Not if I-
     "Do that again." Yeah, that was not what I was intending to say.
     And Lan Zhan did. Kissing me again, this time his lips parted slightly, and so did mine. His hand on my cock sped up, I noticed his motions getting sloppier and sloppier since he seemed to focus on the kissing more than on the jerking me off topic.
     Then, suddenly his tongue stroking mine, his hand's motions strengthening when going from the base up to the head of my cock, like he was trying to squeeze that cum out of me. And fucking hell, he really did. I came just a few kisses later, unable to hold it back since I'd been playing with myself since what seemed like hours.
     "A-Ah..", I stuttered, barely holding back the moan that followed right after, "Ah- Mh.." My eyes were shut, but I should still feel his gaze upon mine. Staring at me, watching me reach my high because of nothing but his hand.
     Hell, I got so desperate since the thing in the library, was that even possible?
     After a few more seconds - in which Lan Zhan coated my neck with kisses - he said: "Let's go. Your brother's waiting for you." I opened my eyes again, looking at him. His upper body didn't seem any different than usual, but his lower did. There was a weird bulge at the height of his hips, and even though it was under those many layers of robes, it was way too noticeable to just walk back into class.
     "Lan Zhan, look at you.", I said and he seemed confused, "We can't go back like this."
Bending down, he wiped the cum on his hand off on some grass, then: "Now we can. Come, hurry up." Looking at me, he grabbed my hand, but I refused.
     "Lan Zhan, you're hard. Anyone could see it. What'd you tell them if they asked you why you got a boner in a sword fighting course?", I teased, coming closer, "Come on, don't be so boring. Let me make you cum."
     "I'm not boring." He said, his gaze cold all of a sudden.
     I laughed it off. "Sure, you're not boring. 'Cause you just gave me a handjob and made out with me in the middle of the woods, while Jiang Cheng is waiting for us to return." I gave him a wink as I added: "So come on, get your ass against that tree and let me."
     For once, he did what I wanted him to. I watched him consider it for a few seconds, then, he gave in and took a few steps back, leaning against the tree he just watched me cum at. "But do it fast." He mumbled, barely keeping eye contact.
     My thumb under his chin made him look up again: "You like it fast, huh?"
     "Shut up, Wei Ying."
     "Oh, I will.", I dropped to my knees, "You won't have to worry about that, Lan Zhan." He looked at me, confused, as I opened his robes and pulled down his pants in a single motion. Then, taking his cock into my hand, I grinned: "What's up?"
     "What are you up t-" He gasped audibly, cutting himself off with a muffled moan as I opened my mouth and wrapped my lips around the head of his cock. It barely fit, to be fully honest. "Oh my god." Lan Zhan mumbled, I noticed him stumbling back another step, leaning against the tree behind him now.
     His eyes were looking down into mine, his lips spread. Swirling my tongue over the slit of his tip, I watched him stuttering: "This is dirty, why are you doing th-" He cut himself off with a muffled moan, his hand quickly covering his mouth as if he couldn't hold it in.
     "Mhh-" I mumbled, tasting his precum, then swallowing it. Lan Zhan stared at me, he seemed unable to take his eyes off me. Wrapping my fingers around the base of his cock, I took him in deeper. He seemed to like it since he threw his head back against the tree, and I felt his hand gripping onto my hair just a second later.
     So much for 'why are you doing this'.
     "This is good, keep doing that." I didn't know what he meant. Going deep? Or dragging my tongue over the veins on his cock? Or bobbing my head? Fucking hell, I didn't know what he liked, but I kept it up, just like I'd done it now.
     Lan Zhan seemed to appreciate that. He opened his mouth further, I stared at him, the way his hair seemed to frame his face now, sticking to his skin since he started to sweat. His hips buckled slightly, as if to stop himself from fucking my mouth. So I let his cock slip out of my mouth, to mumble: "You can do it."
     He was breathing hard, barely able to answer: "D-Do what?"
     "You can use me, if you want to." I said, my hand wrapping around the base of his cock and stroking it, up and down again.
     "No, it's alright.. I-I won't."
     "You don't want to fuck my face, or what? I mean, if you prefer me doing the work-", I grinned, "-I'll also suck you off till you cum down my thr-"
     He came. Not even quiet, no. His back arched, his eyes closing as he threw his head back against the tree, letting out a deep moan. His breath quickened, his body rippled, as he came not only on my hand but all over my face, too.
     A drop of his cum even landing in my mouth, I said: "Did you like me talking like that so much?"
     "A-Ah.." He didn't answer at first, rather enjoying his orgasm and the after wave of it. Then, after a while - which he used to slow down his breathing: "I like you saying things like that."
     "Yeah? You like me talking about dirty things? Hanguang-Jun, why does everybody think you're pure? You're everything but pure. Look at you, you came all over me." I said, barely holding back a grin.
     "I'm sorry. Let me clean you." He mumbled, gesturing me to get up. His body was still trembling with the after wave of his orgasm, I noticed his hands shaking a bit as he grabbed my face and started to wipe the drops of cum off my face.
     "Yeah, that's a good idea." I got a semi-boner at his touch, staring into his eyes as he directed his finger to my mouth. Smearing it onto my lips, he said: "Eat it."
     Fucking hell. The way he looked, his skin glistening with sweat, his other hand holding my face, his legs still wobbly. "Y-Yeah."
     So I licked my lips, over and over, staring into his eyes. He stared back, watching my tongue appear again and again, until there was nothing left.
     "Fuck.", Lan Zhan mumbled, "Fuck. We're late, we should get back." He wiped his hand on his robes, then grabbing my fingers and dragging me out of the woods.
     "I wanna do it again." I protested, trying to stop, but Lan Zhan was stronger in that point. "That was hot. Please. Make me cum again." I added, a desperate tone added in my voice.
     "Wei Ying..", Lan Zhan seemed torn around, "Wei Ying, your brother will kill me."
     "He won't. He can't kill Hanguang-Jun. He can't even hit you, or Lan Qiren would put him into custody." I winked at him, before adding: "Pleeeease? I want you." I knew he liked my last words, he really did. Because he squeezed my hand and looked at me with desire sparkling in his eyes, but instead of turning back to the tree, he dragged me further away.
     "Come to my quarters afterwards." He said, his head turning away from me. Then, we exited the woods.