Until the very end❤

She is right I am an asshole!

                           Rudra Malhotra

I entered the living room sighing from a stressful day and the scene absolutely warmed my heart.

Riya on the floor while Maa was braiding her hair and Vikrant sat beside her scrolling through his phone while his head laid on Maa's shoulder. It has been 2 days since she arrived and the smile on her face is priceless.

I just smiled and walked towards the couch.

"It is been hardly a month and I missed you soo much Maa." I said smiling and she gave me a warm smile.

"You go and freshen up fast. Raichand's will be here anytime for the dinner." She said and my smile vanished.

Vikrant just looked up at me from his phone and said,

" I hope you remember." He said in an accusing tone and I sighed.

How could I even forget it!

I remembered my exact words and I did not mean even a bit of it.

I am sure he decided to not have a wife who lacked common sense and knew only how to get the worst out of people.

In my whole existence we have fought numerous times the type of fight where she even slapped me hard but never have I seen her cry because of me.

And my heart broke at that sight.

I knew it would hurt her, but I was in so much rage that it just left my mouth and since that day I have been thinking of ways to fix it. But, I am pretty sure she meant whatever she said.

I'll make a note of never showing you my face unless necesssry.

You fucked up big time, Rudra.

And surprisingly after that Meera was the last thought in my mind. I was angry at myself for saying that to her, for making her cry.

She can be annoying at times, but she did not deserve my anger.

If anything I should be thankful that she was there.

I always do this!
I always hurt everyone when Meera overtakes my senses.

Her and Akash's relationship is a very sensitive matter for her and me being the stupid person had to hit that nerve.

Arrrghhhh!

I opened her chat box and scrolled through the texts where she was wishing me all the best and I smiled. I hovered over the keypad to type yet another sorry. I have been texting her my apologies since that incident and that girl just decides to ignore those messages.

I hate this!
I fucking hate this.

I will talk to her today.

I just freshened up and changed into something casual when mom called me.

"Set the dining table Rudra." She said handing me plates and I started arranging everything when the door bell rang.

I smiled wide and went to open the door. With the same wide smile I opened the door and looked at them searching for her. But, she was not there.

"Can we enter or we have to stand here only?" Pia asked teasing me and I smiled.

"Ohh I am sorry! Welcome. Please come in." I said and Aunty hugged me.

"Now that your mom is back you forget me, huh!" She said faking a sad face and I smiled.

"No Aunty. I have just been busy." I said smiling and we entered the living room where Riya and Viktant were seated.