Eddie walked out on him steve sitting there confused hurt and wish he had just kept his big mouth shut now hes crying and calling robin "robin i fucked up i kissed eddie and then he walked out I really thought he liked me back but apparently not"." wow hello to you to steve WAIT WHAT YOU DID WHAT WHY HOW DID THAT HAPPEN WHAT WHERE YOU DOING" well he told me he was graduating this year so i told him to come over i get him and my a beer then after the movie he pull out a joint i havent smoked in over a year so i ask after nearly coofing a lung up if we can shotgun he say yes we do it and his lips were just sooo close and apparently like hurting my own feelings soo I kissed him he kissed back for a couple seconds then jumped up and just walk out the door and that about it been crying for 10 minutes"."................ Steve i think you need to talk to him I know he like you but i think he think you only kissed him because your drunk and now have weed in your system"." wait you know that he like me how long have you been siting on that"." 5 months"." HE'S LIKE ME FOR 5 MONTHS"." yes steve dont tell him i told you i think it breaking bro code"." dont worry i wont"." good go to sleep dingus"." i will love you rob"." love you to steve".
The next day (dundundaaaaa)
Steve is freaking out he got to speak to eddie but he is still scared that eddie is still going to reject him any way he's been up since 6 geting ready trying to hype him self up for what could be the last time him and eddie hang out one on one and can look each other in the eyes the again who say eddie will be able to look him in the eyes he fuck up soo fucking badly just because he was stoned and if he has ruined the friendship because of this he wont be able to live with him self.
Steve took the long way to eddie's place because he really want ready to face the music and because it was 8 in the morning and eddie isn't a morning person so this is already a bad idea but he needed to speak to eddie before his head explodes with every possible scenario.
He's been sitting out side the trailer for the last 4 minutes trying to hype him self up he's thinking should i have brought flowers chocolates fuck.after a nother 3 minutes he get out of the car and walks to the door he is soo glad that he dosent see Wayne's car out side of the trailer after contemplating weather he should just go home he decides fuck it and knocks on the door he hears nothing but knows eddies home his vans out side so he knocks louder the then hears sound from the direction of eddies room and the the sound of feet shuffling across the floor and the door being unlocked. Eddie opened the door sees steve and trys to close it again he looked like he had been crying." eddie wait we need to talk please". Eddie looks at him from the crack of the door and then diced to let him in." it fine steve we can pretend it didn't happen i get it you were stoned and a little drunk no big deal". Steve looks at eddie like he's grown a seconded head then realises that a lot of guys have probably asked him to forget it ever happened and made threats." no eddie that not what I wanted to say I came hear to tell you that it wasn't a drunken stoned mistake and that i wanted to do it i have liked you for 4 months and i literally cried when you left I dont want to forget i want you all of you I want all the bits all the bits others dont see i want the sleepy mornings and the long nights you playing guitar at stupid times in the mornings or night i dont just want parts i want all and eddie if you dont want this it fine we can forget it i will try and get over my feeling you wont have to hang out with me fuck you dont even have to talk to me or look at me when we have group movie night i just needed you to know it has been tearing me apart and i get that just because your gay dosent mean you'll like me and i'm sorry that i kissed you whilst high but i am not sorry we kissed".
Eddie looks at him like his working out the hardest puzzle of his life and like the final pieces are slotting to gether he start to smile ." steve your telling me that you have liked me for 4 months and your best idea was to kiss whilst high and they you also cried and to top it all of you just told me you want me you want all of me"."correct?" eddie dosent say any more just kisses him after he kisses him he whispers I want all of you too which make steve practically turn in to a puddle at eddie feet
There sitting on the couch cuddling when Wayne comes in steve practically shits him self wayne just say hi and walks to his room eddie laughs at steve for nearly flying of the couch telling him "wayne knows your fine dont worry baby" . Steves brain plays the words baby over and over and over not knowing what to say back he just kisses eddie he can do that now
The end might do one from eddies pov. p.s there's no beta reader so this is probably got soo many errors and i ma dyslexic so that fun
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The Night We Kissed(I'm Sorry I Wasn't Sober)
Fanficsteve tell eddie to come over after eddie told him that he was graduating with the class of 86 there's beer and weed steve asked to shotgun because he hasn't smoked in a year dundundAAAAAAAAA
