"You can deny it as much as you want. But in time, your feelings will show..."
♡Jawayne Jamal Daley. I like him with every single part of me. But the problem is: he doesn't want me that way.
Told through Text Messages and Face-to-Face Meet Ups♡
"Don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me."
Chapter Theme Song: 'Not A Bad Thing' by Justin Timberlake.
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Jawayne
Slowpunk rings through my room, soft and certain as its beat bounces off my walls.
"Is this good, babe?"
"Yes, so good, Jawayne..."
Sweat pastes our bodies, shining under the dim light of what appears to be my bedroom. I can't exactly tell as my head is clouded with a fog of pleasure. Jesus, I've never felt anything this good before...
I feel like a virgin again.
Small hands stroke the length of my working back, soft, cloudy lips molding with mine. Our mouths part unwillingly as I roll my bottom lip between my teeth.
"Damn..." This is good. So good. I hadn't been having sex before, had I?
I breathe harshly, lips sucking in as much air as I can as my temperature rises to a fever pitch.
When my eyes flutter open again, I find a pair of big amber eyes and round-clear glasses staring straight back at me.
"You okay?" Tianna breathes underneath me. Soaked with sweat.
FUCK.
With a breath, my eyes open to find I'm staring up at said huge eyes. But without the glasses.
Tianna freezes in front of me, above me where I'm lying on the floor. Her lips are tightly pursed and she appears culpable. "Uh, sorry...I was trying not to wake you..."
Moonshine eyes and a set of embarrassed cheeks. Man. That should be my expression because why the hell did I dream something that inappropriate?
I swallow and force a smile on my face, nodding slightly. "It's cool."
It's not necessarily cool as there's now a huge problem in my pants that I won't be able to hide.
Reaching up, I rub both of my hands over my face, conveniently hiding the change in my complexion.
"Um...I was gonna take a shower and then...come back and wake you up?" Her eyes are slightly wide from beneath her glasses and she's sweating, too. Not as much as I am, though, because what the heck was that? I must be losing my damn mind dreaming about something like that.
"Oh, it's alright." I try to sit upright, but God...it is painful, to be honest. "Uh, I was wondering if it's okay to use your bathroom first, please? Thanks..."
"Oh, sure." She nods rapidly and pulls down the hem of her T-shirt. "Go ahead...I'll just clean this up for you until you come back."
"No." I smile politely, shutting my eyes. "Leave it. I'll get to it when I come out." Trying to stand, I thank God my shirt is long enough to hide the issue, however, there's a gigantic tent there that I pray only I can see. I don't wait to test that theory as I step over the pillows. "Give me a sec."
