bits of my heart

Dark Shadow

All those days I've wondered
I've took time and pondered
amazed by how it's hard not to lie
yes, I've tried to imagine and try
I found myself back lost in the past
a time where truth didn't last
where hearts were actually HEARTS
not just some stone parts
I'm lost in a hopeless sea
that I'll never get out of
its funny how I'm clueless as people think of me
but deep inside I'm rough
I know what people hide
but I still took the ride
because I actually thought I can change them
but guess they made my life dim
thanks to me
and my mind
I'm no longer with features to be seen
I'm hidden in between
the gate of past and present
I'm a ghost , my heart isn't
there , I roam around people
no one even knows I exist
I did resist
too much for my heart
the heart that turned cold
frozen and sold
my eyes carry no emotion
you can never see through
because I'm no longer me
I'm the gust of wind that gets you chills
running along your spine
it was never against my wills
but I've become like wine
so fit to depression
those who got through it
know it
understand it
I'm that black shadow
that falls behind
in the sunset
a monster you have upset
the soul that once lived in me is now dead
I'm a spirit
that's where I can fit
that's who I am
the spirit with no features
one of the other depressed creatures
and no matter how loud
I try to shout
I'll remain unheard
I'll remain the dead spirit that once cared...