12:31
okey, writing the time pisses me off, why couldnt it be 12:34 first of all.
also im exausted.
we have statewide testing (MCAP if ur wondering) this week
im like brain dead inside and school not schooling
study not studying either
12:34
i have had 8 dollors all together all my life
its couch money cuz my parents say my money from cards pays my rent (WTF im a kid)
and get this... i had to buy school lunch for $6.75 the otheer day cuz i hadnt eaten in about 18 hours and its Shark Week so i woulda gotten grumpy.
12:38
my mom took me and a friend to get manicures this weekend, and ofc my lil sis had to come to make it fair
(LIFES NOT FAIR MADI! GET USED TO IT!)
and she was so rude to us and was cranky the whole time
12:41
i met up with an online friend today ingame
(or is it yesterday now?)
and OMG WHY ARE ALL OF MY FRIENDS GETTING LIL SIBS AGAIN?!
Words: 159
Date: 4/25/23
P.S.
My heart never was fragile like glass
But it was pushed to the brink and bound to crash
My breaking point is near
But you never even shed a tear
As my breath came in short, sharp gasps
My mind raced, and my emotions ran laps
My body shakes, my eyes filled with dread
My patience gone, I wished I was dead
My breaking point had arrived
All I could do was cry and strive
The emotions bubbled up and overflowed
My spirit crushed, I felt so low
My breaking point had passed
But now I can cry at last
breaking point
(had that laying in my drive. turns out im okay at poetry)
