For you, Скучать. | Reader x Sova | Book 2

Chapter 1 | Kill yourself

After the mission, which went really well and I almost got an ace, We headed back to the HQ. There, when I was about to sleep, Sasha came in. "Were you real about what you said earlier?" "Yeah, I was.. I know it's very weird but it is what it is, I can't help with my feelings, I know I fell in love with someone who's wayyy outta my league, but I ju-" I said when he stopped me and pulled me into a kiss. It was heavenly, once again. I was dreaming about this. "I love you, Cello. You make me crazy." He said while holding my wrist. 

Sasha POV: 

I held her hand to make her feel better but I felt something on her wrist. Something like scratches. I picked up her wrist and looked at it. I saw that there were knife cuts on it, which looked pretty fresh. "Did you? Don't tell me you tried to kill yourself." I said in a strict voice. She immediately pulled her hand away. "I-I, Yeah I did, you know already. There's nothing to hide. I tried to kill myself just a few days ago." She said. A tear fell from her eye. I wiped it away. "Why?" I whispered to her. "It's a long story. I don't wanna talk about it." She said. I laid her down on the bed and I did so too. "I'm all ears." "It's gonna take a lot of time." "We can stay up the whole night." "Fine."

Cello's backstory:

"On my 5th Birthday, My parents abondoned me and said things to me. They said that I'm just a worthless good for nothing bitch who's eating their money and wasting their time. I felt bad. Really bad. My aunt adopted me when she found out im radiant. Though she still abused me, she made me stay with her so my powers can benefit her. When I left for the protocol, the next day she kept texting me that I should just kill myself. And that's what I did, at least I tried to."

end.

Sasha POV:

There's so much going on in her life, but she never shows it. "And those memories haunt me till this day. I get nightmares all the time." She said. I pulled her and hugged her on the bed. "Whatever happens, I'll always have a place for you in my heart." I hugged her tighter. "Ouch!" she said "Are you okay?" I asked her. "My neck.." "Does it hurt bad> should we call sage? let me see it." I took a look at her neck, it was a bruise. "It's a bruise, where'd you get this?" "Probably my aunt.." She said and started crying. "I just want someone who loves me." She said. "I am here for you, and I will always be. In every universe, in every world." I said.