Is it wrong I'm always basing the present on the past? Some say I'll have no future if that's the case.
It's weird how my life goes on. Everything I do, everything I think or feel is based upon others mistakes and errors. I guess I have lived by the quote 'A fool learns from his mistakes, but a wise man learns from others mistakes.'
At other times I feel like I'm both. This quote brought me clarity but it also seemed to hold me back. It gets me scared to make any mistake,so I don't try. Which just ends me making a mistake of not doing it, even though it was the right choice.
*flashback*
"Doliseu can you please tell what is missing from this sentence?" My teacher asked. I don't like my name. I've always gotten made fun of it. I'm going to change it one of these days. Just you wait.
"Me?" I responded with a question and not an answer. Of course I knew what was missing, but what if I was wrong? There was a hyphen missing in-between the two words, but everyone made me unsure of it. Their stares seemed like they were waiting to add backlash.
"Yes," He responded obviously annoyed with the entire class already and it was barely 8:30. My brain told me I had the correct answer but my emotions were betraying me. Again. It felt like forever but was only a minute before I finally got the confidence to speak up only to be interrupted by my teacher.
"Everyone, what is messing from the sentence?" He yelled next to me with a disgusted look.
"A hyphen!" The class yelled out in unison. What did he expect I'm only ten?
*
I find it amazing I thought all of that with just staring at an orange. A freaking orange.
"Min." I said as I tilted my head from the bright sphere in front of me, to my right.
"Yes little foreign girl?" Geez, why do I feel like everyone secretly calls me that in their head?
"I'm bored," I had been in Korea for a week now and I haven't found anything fun about it. Yet.
"I can't do anything Ada, I have to study." He said sternly as he looked up from his book. Min, stop taking school seriously and get into trouble with me. Wow, I'm an amazing influence. I can't stop messing with my piercing, I bought a new one. It was a pastel blue crystal that matched my joggers. Jeez I love joggers, yeah they were made for men but um, men wear skirts too.
Okay time out. I like-
-Joggers
-Snap backs/beanies
-High tops/Military Boots
-Muscle tees/ 3d Shirts/Loose crop tops
Kay, time in.
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Not Your Regular VIXX FanFic
FanficAda just wants a new beginning. Far away from the states. She's a truthful girl that is hot-headed and is afraid of falling in love. She meets all kinds of boy but that means drama and they all seemed interested in her and want to be more than a goo...