Diary of Marc Anciel

August 26

Today nath stayed in bed with me all day. He said otherwise you're alone all day. People kept coming to see us, but they didn't know that we were gay. So apparently the 10th graders didn't tell them. Nath looked at my stomach the whole time, because I didn't have a shirt on. My belly is pretty skinny, but I ran pretty well with gym. So I do have a sixpeck apparently he thinks that's pretty cool I think. I think it's pretty cool too. It doesn't really look good on me, but I don't really care. When I put on a shirt I have a lot of pain. Nath is so sweet, he stayed with me all day. I was also pretty cold, so he lay down against me. I did fall asleep a few times, because I spent the whole time the previous night groaned in pain. Nath also woke up a few times and comforted me. He also wanted to hurt himself to feel the same as me, he's so sweet! But I told him not to, because he didn't deserve it. Then he said I didn't deserve that either. Then he kissed me! He hugged me, but his hand slipped and came on my wounds. I screamed in pain, nath almost cried. Then mv. bustier came storming in, she was our mentor so she was responsible for our safety. Nath quickly got out of bed and mv. bustier put ointment on my wounds so it will hurt less she also put bandages on because first it will hurt too much. Because the wounds were too sensitive. She said nath had better sleep on the couch, But I didn't want to. I needed nath, he can't help his hand shoot out. I also think I can't really walk the day after tomorrow, so I can't get on the bus either. Or I need to be lifted. My clothes are also still in the laundry because there was all blood on them, so I don't have a vest either. But nath didn't dare touch me anymore, because he thought that he will make the same mistake again. I kind of get it. He's super shocked and he feels really guilty. I actually don't mind that much, because now I have bandages and ointment.