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New York City
I was packing my clothes in a suit case, while my mom sat on my bed shedding tears, I had on my cap and gown from graduation today and I was burning hot, " Mom" I whine as I'm getting tired of hearing her cry, she groans and my eyes snap up to hers, she smiles as she stares at me making goosebumps occur on my skin, " Mom please stop" words were kind of hard saying since all I could remember was seeing my mom screaming loudly, tears start appearing in my eyes making me scoff, all I remember was hating crying my whole life, my mom stands up and walks toward me, squatting down she pulls me into a hug as I burst out in tears, I cried for a while five minutes, before I pull away laughing nervously, my mom stands up as I stand up with her, my legs were weak, " I'll miss you while your gone" she claims as she places a kiss on my forehead, she was 5,6 and I was around 5,3 so she was pretty tall and I felt like I was a average height for a girl
She sends me another little smile before leaving me in my room, I was looking around at my now empty room, I packed everything up for College, I was going to College to study Business and Communication, at Miami University which was located in Oxford, Ohio , I was sort of scared to leave my mom here by herself, she's never been alone since my dad died when I was 16, tears start forming again as the thought of my dads last words to me stick to me, I strictly remember him laying in his hospital bed with cords and IV's in his arm as he struggles to breath " I'm so proud of you and I know you will do great things, no matter what happens just remember where you come from and how your doing then, I-I love you Lee" sobs escape my mouth as I cry.
Sliding my slides on I finally finished I had on a simple shirt that had some lady on it who to be so real with you I don't know who that is, with a pair of ripped jean shorts and my white socks, grabbing my phone off the charger I place it in my back pocket and I grab my suit case, sighing loudly I walk out my room and into the front room where my mom was sitting with my dog Grace, she was packed with dog food and toys with two pretty black beds, I smile at my mom " I'll miss you mommy" I whisper as I pull her into a hug as I suck in a breath as I try to keep myself from crying again, my mom nods and gives me a quick tight squeeze before letting me go.
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My mom grabs my suit case and opens the front door, " Let's get you ready to go" I nod and I grab my other four bags and my suitcases, by the time I finished packing things up in my white Jeep which was gifted to me on my 17 birthday by my mom and aunt, plus my dad, she smiles and pets Graces head " Bye pup I'll kind of miss you"I laugh, my mom never really liked grace and she really hated grace since she used to poop on the floor and lick my moms face but almost a week ago they became friends, " Say bye Grace" I say as I walk towards my door, grace wiggles her tail and sends my mom a loud bark, Grace is a English bulldog with blue eyes and sweetest personality ever known " Be safe hunny and don't forget if you get tired pull over!" My mom exclaims as she sends me a small glare before sending me bone crushing smile making my eyes water up " M- Mom I better go before I'm late, I have school in four days" she nods and pats the door " Bye hunny call me once you get to your dorm" with that I pull out for a 10 hour drive to Ohio
Pulling out I hit the street into a new world, placing my phone on Bluetooth I play the song ' Handle it- Ann Marie' while the gps is giving me directions, looking over at grace I see her curled up on the seat looking a bit sad, I frown and place my hand on my dogs head making grace look up at me with her sky blue eyes, " She'll be okay my little baby?" I said it more like a question, it's been a while since my moms been alone and I'm kind of scared to be away from her, but I'm 19 and I have a life but my moms still grieving and so am I but I'm scared she'll fall into depression thinking about me when I'm not on the phone with her, frowning I turn the wheel into a gas station to grab food, I grab about $50 I hop out and lock my door " Stay put" I say to grace as I walk to the counter.
We were back on the road, the streets were empty and the sun was going down as we passed by trees " Grace we are now on our own" smiling I roll her window down some and I roll mines down some as I turn the music up, we dance and laugh and eat as we are 9 hours from my new life for the next 4-6 years
_______ Sorry guys but I'm really wanting to do this so please enjoy plus I'm kind of tired of my old book I fell in love with my bsf book so here a new one, enjoy
