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Jin: Behind The Curtains

TW: Mentions of Abuse.

This is a long story.

Word count: 2650.

Not well written sorry if it seems rushed.

Originally Requested by CRANExsidneetfanfic
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JIN'S POV

There was a time years ago when I was happy, but those days were over.

I'd been crying myself to sleep every night.

Behind every sweet smile I faked, there was bitter sadness I hid.

Behind my confidence on huge screens, was nothing but a shattered young man with dreams.

The screams of our fans, i knew it was always for them, never for me.

To most people, I was nothing more than a handsome face with no significant talent.

They failed to acknowledge my vocal and dancing abilities.

Or perhaps they were right, I'm nothing more than a handsome face.

I was standing infront of the mirror, staring at my reflection for the last three hours, my face etched with sadness.

"Atleast there's something they like me for.."

I muttered, when Hoseok suddenly came into my room.

"You okay, hyung?"

Hoseok asked, walking into the room.

"I don't know.."

I let out a sigh.

"I just feel so useless lately..."

I said causing Hoseok to frown.

"Don't say that hyung, you're the glue that holds us all together."

I gave a small smile before making my way to the kitchen to make breakfast for the group.

As I cooked, my mind wandered back to those memories, the memories I wish i could forget..

I could feel sweat trickling down my face as paranoia set in.

Suddenly, Hoseok's shout snapped me out of it as i almost burnt the food i was preparing.