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He looks so pretty, so silly 😔
Requested by aciidRatz 😈😈😈

Depressed and stressed out gn y/n (so sad 😢)

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You lie on your couch, hands behind your head, holding it gently, you have been quite 'depressed' lately, the best way to put it.
You recently moved here because you couldn't stay in your old home anymore, even though you couldn't, it still hurt to leave, it's not just that you're home sick, you've been slow on your feet before, yet it has been stressful even existing sometimes, that sounds kind of bad.
It's not everyday that you feel this way, it could be most the time, but not all the time, depression doesn't really work like that, but it has felt worse and worse everyday, you thought you could get use to being in your new home, but no, it just makes you more sad each day.

You barely even gotten to introduce yourself to your other neighbors, other than howdy, Eddie, and frank, you met howdy when you went out to get food, you met Eddie when he delivered your male to yourself, since you hadn't been getting it yourself, and you met frank when you were coming back from shopping, he was catching butterflies.
But you had not met anybody else, which you're actually glad about, you'd rather meet your neighbors when you are in better conditions, it would be embarrassing for them to see you in your lazy state.

Your hair (if you have hair) was more messy than usual, your eyes were low and tired, never opened wide bright, you either slept to much or slept never, and your outfits usually stayed the same, you never felt like changing, you slowly began to stop taking care of yourself, how badly you wanted to be back home.

Maybe you should pick up a hobby to distract yourself.
..
And so you did, you picked painting.

You picked painting because you already had the supplies lying around your house, they were gifts from your old folks back at home, you didn't know how to paint, but you picked it because it just seemed like the most peaceful thing lying around.
Little did you know that it would just stress you out more.

In your house, two canvases were already lying on the ground sadly, after your attempts were getting worse and worse, paint was all over your hands, and you tried to look at a reference to keep on painting, but you felt to lazy to continue.

It took you 3 days to finish a canvas painting that didn't even look good at all, and now you were all out of canvases, you thought of giving up, as you would just lie around, it's worthless to continue.

Wait.

No.

You cant keep falling into this cycle, if you want to get better, you have to fix it yourself, your thoughts really aren't helping you right now, if nobody else can save you, you'll just have to do it yourself, though it's obvious you really aren't feeling up to doing it, you have to, it's now or never, you keep telling yourself you'll do it, but you have to actually do it to do it.

You get up quickly, and go out your door, you'll go out to get canvases, and you'll make your own paint now, because painting isn't just about the object, it's about your talent yourself, you'll have to create something unique to actually be good at it, that's what you think at least.

You head over to howdys place, though he does just sell food, you're pretty sure there is a random aisle of stuff, last time you came there you saw art supplies, perfect huh.

Opening the door slowly, you great howdy, who is stocking up his fruits on display.
Making your way over to the random aisle, you spotted the thing you were looking for, lucky you for remembering.

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