His Ex- Wife (Farida)✔️

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You the only one I'm tryna make love to
Picking and choosing they ain't really love you
Running game losing, all them stupid exes they gon call again
Tell em that a real nigga stepping in..

~No guidance
Chris Brown ft Drake

The author has no intention of spreading hate.

We hadn't spoken about it and I sure wasn't going to bring it up.

Yeah, we kissed, what's the big deal about a kiss?!

Fuck! This was a big deal considering the fact that we were no longer together and that he was engaged.

Oh forgive me Lord,I have sinned.

If he had kissed me once and then stopped, maybe I would have let it slide and blamed it on the moment but... He kissed me, pulled back and did it again! How was I supposed to feel?!

I paced around my room and nearly fainted when I heard a knock on my door. Who the fuck?

I looked at the clock, it was past 2 in the morning.

"It's late but can you let me in?" His voice was low

Theo!!

I walked with speed and opened the door for him and he entered into my room. He was in a black joggers and a tank black top

"It's late..." I started

"We need to talk" he said

I swallowed, wow, straight to the point!

He sat on the bed and I sat on the chair facing him

"How's Messiah?" He asked

I didn't reply, I just looked at him watching as he averted his eyes from my gaze

"We kissed" he stated looking into my eyes

I nodded

"It shouldn't have happened" He said burying his head into his palm

It hurt when he said that but again, I am used to pain.

"It's just a kiss Konstantin, it doesn't mean anything" I said watching his head shoot up

"So us kissing doesn't mean anything to you?" He asked back

I raised a brow, what the hell was he asking me? Why is he tryna reverse the roles here?

"Look, we were both caught up in the moment and it just happened" I said

"I shouldn't have kissed you" he said

I stood up in rage, I didn't even ask him to kiss me but here he was making it seem like the worst sin that had ever been committed "If it hurts so bad to kiss me then go confess your sins to a pope or something and brush your lips with acid so that you can forget about it!"

He stood up in rage "If you hadn't fucked another man then we wouldn't be having this problem"

I pulled at my hair in total frustration "I am sick of this, I am sick of this bullshit! You keep accusing me but you don't have proof!"

He laughed darkly "Proof? You wanna see proof?! Oh believe me dear, when you see the proof you'd wish you hadn't seen it"

"I don't know what else you want me to do Theodore, I begged... I tried to find out what the fuck was wrong with us..."

"Us? There's nothing wrong with us, technically there's something wrong with you"

I blinked "Me?!"

"Yes, you. You are the reason why this marriage couldn't work. Farida, 5 fucking years! We spent 5 years together, pain and joy and you couldn't once tell me that..." He stopped

"No don't stop! Please tell me what I couldn't tell you" I said looking him in the eye in anger

"Y'know at one point in my life I used to think that you could voice out everything and not hide anything away from me..."

My eyes opened in shock, does he know? How..how did he know?

"Cat caught your tongue?" He asked cocking his head to the side

"Theo..." I started my voice low

"Don't fucking Theo me! You dated Jael before me and didn't even have the guts to tell me when I introduced you to him as my fucking friend!" He screamed

"We were long over before that" I defended

"Fuck you! I deserved to know, I was your fucking husband for Pete's sake!"

"I didn't want to upset you..."

"Upset me? You thought I was gon' to leave because you were hitting it with him before me?"

Yes

"Damn, 5 years and you still do not know me" he said his voiced laced with hurt and betrayal

I fell on the chair dejected before looking at him with tears in my eyes

"So you divorced me because you found out then?"

He scoffed walking around my room "There's no point going back is there? What's done is done!"

He stopped and picked up my white scrunchie that lay on the table before dropping it back

"It's true what they said about African girls then"

I bolted to my feet "Say whatever the fuck you want to say to my face but don't fucking talk about my people!"

"Your people? Do they have any idea the kind of woman they have raised?" He shot back , he kept walking towards me, making me take steps back till I fell on the couch

"Do they know that you put every other Egyptian, every other African for that matter to shame?"

I felt tears slip from my eyes and I immediately cleaned them off.

"Get out" I said my eyes challenging his

"I bet.."

"Fucking leave!!!" I screamed

He slammed the door close as he left and I fell on my bed, my head buried in the pillows as I sobbed.

Not a second later my phone dinged

Can I come over?

I always used to be happy seeing a message that came from Jael but at this point I wasn't.

Bruhhhh... Y'all have no idea how much suspense I want to end this story with but.. I won't because I love y'all so much.

So... Theo's Uhm...

Farida..

Just drop your thoughts

Lots of love
Lomera 💜