I Did It For Her

Chapter 2

TW: Depressive? thoughts 

-Marcy's Pov(Neo)-

 It was hard to distract myself when your friend/crush just got stabbed protecting you. I always knew I had a crush on her I just never thought those feelings could get so strong but after seeing her getting hurt so badly it felt like my heart stopped.  Although now is no time for feelings, Sasha is hurt because of me.

 I space out staring at the tent she was brought into. I don't snap out of it till a hand waves in front of my face. I shake my head, blinking a few times as I turn to face the owner of the hand. It was Maddie.

 " Hey Mars, how you feeling? " I let out a hum before speaking. " Better, how's Sasha? " I ask turning to look at the tent once again. She shrugs, " No one's allowed in there, it looked bad. " She says and I snap my head to her. " How bad? " " Hard to tell it was just really bloody. I'm sure she'll be fine. " 

 I put my head in my hands trying not to cry.  I feel so bad, it's my fault. If I hadn't got that stupid box, if I didn't send us here, Sasha would of been fine. Good has come out of here but so much bad has I don't know if the good out weighs the bad. 

 I'm sorry Sasha, I'm so so sorry. 

 As I slip farther in my thoughts I feel my hands start to get wet from my tears. I lean bad on the counter/table I am sitting on with a thud.

 Maddie looks at me with pity before speaking. " I'll leave you alone, come find me when you can. " She says and I nod.

I stay laying down staring at the ceiling thinking about everything. Thinking of my mistakes, my friends' mistakes.

We've come so far here, feeling grew things changed, we changed.

I just hope they'll forgive me. I let out a sigh and sit up.

No point in sitting around complaining. If I want them to forgive me I'll earn it. No matter what.

Step one, get us out. Easier said then done. But I'll do it, I'll do it for her, for them.
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Eyyy a chapter, I lied with when it came out but it's here now so. Yeah, I didn't know if those count as depressive thoughts so I added the warning to be safe.
Neo

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