You turned to see that it was niall! You looked up at him and said “ im so sorry I didn’t mean to fall into you!!” you wiped yourself off and walked into class and took your seat and got started on your work. Moments later you notice niall sitting in his seat too. As class went on your will power to obtain from hurting yourself again was weakening, everyone in class was whispering about you and you could hear it. it was as if they didn’t care if you were around or not. You were taking notes when you felt a light tap on your should. You turned to see that it was niall handing a piece of paper to you. You took it from him and thought to yourself “ why would niall horan of one direction want anything to do with me? (y/n)??” then you opened the note nd it read:
Hey I didn’t quite cath your name earlier? Mines niall, I say was nikki did to you earlier and I thought that wasn’t right! Im sorry she treats you like that! –Niall Horan
You folded the note back up and turned to look at niall, you let out a half smile and he smiled back. Then you felt another tap on your other shoulder you looked down to see a note on your desk. You opened the note and your eyes began to fill with tears as you read the note, it said:
(y/n)- god why are you even here??? Nobody likes you, did you know that???? You may think people do but they don’t!!!!!!! everyone talks so much shit about you. Even niall does!! If you actually though he gave a damn about you, you were WRONG!!! You will grow old and die alone, I wish you would just go away and not come back. Im not the only one who wishes that? So why don’t you do us all a favor and go die!!!!!!!!!!!! Xoxo Nikki
You crumbled the note up into a ball and just shoved it into your backpack. You were going to try as hard as you could to not let her and her group of friends get to you. Your heart sank and you could feel tears flood your eyes. You just wanted the day to be over already. About 35 minutes later your biology class finally ended. You went to your second and 3rd period classes without any problems. When it was time to go to lunch you grabbed your lunch and went to the music room. Your music teacher loved you and she didn’t mind if you came into her room during lunch. She knew a bit about what was going on. You walked into her room set your stuff down and ate your lunch alone, as usual sadly. When ever you would go in there you would always record a cover of your favorite song, your school had its own recording studio set up, you finished your lunch and decided that you were going to record a cover of the song little things, you really liked nialls solo! His voice was like an angels, but you would never tell him that. You get everything set up and then you play the track with the music and you sing “ your hand fits in mine like its made just for me, but bear this in mind it was meant to be, and im joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks, but it make all makes sense to me, I know you never loved the crinkles by your eyes, when you smile you never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine, but ill love them endlessly, I wont let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if I do its you! Oh its you they add up to, im in love with you! And all these little things ….” And you continued to blissfully sing the song, once you finished it, you went back to the sound board and played it to yourself, you tweeked it a bit and then you downloaded it to you hard drive and saved it. then your bell rang signaling that you could leave and go home. You grabbed your stuff and headed out the door and rushed home. As soon as you go home you immediately went to your room and just collapsed on your bed, you were so tired, and upset cause of what nikki had said to you. You just listened to music and wrote. You enjoyed writing it helped take your mind off of things. After a while you decided to shower. You took a a shower and got changed into your pj’s . you then grabbed your computer and got on facebook. You opened your home page to see that everyone was freakng out about something. Then you saw some one share a pic and in the caption it said “ OH MY GAWD CHECK THIS OUT!!!!!!” you clicked the picture, and your jaw dropped at the sight, you saw that it was a pic of you tied to a tree in front of the school with no clothes on. You knew it was photoshopped because of the horrible ways the person tried to hide the fact that the body of the person was so much lighter than you. You saw that everyone was saying “ eww shes fat, shes a whore, etc!” your eyes filled with tears and you slammed your computer shut. And just layed down and cried. The next morning…..
