The next morning you woke and got ready for school. When you looked at yourself in the mirrior you saw that your cheeks were stained with tears. You immediately looked away from your reflection, you felt ashamed of yourself because you were letting them get to you. You thought to yourself “ im not sure how much more of this I can handle!!” you got ready for school and then you left. You walked to school slow, you had so much on your mind, everyone said they hated you and you began to hate yourself too. You finally made it to school and you walked to your biology class. You walked through the door and set your stuff down and sat in your desk. You could already tell today was going to be hell because you could heard everyone snickering about you, you shut your eyes tight and tried as hard as you could to hold back the tears. You remembered that you had a razor blade in your bag. You pulled it out and hid it in your other hand, you just wanted to go away and never come back, because you were so tired of people hurting you. You thought that if you left youd be safe and no one could hurt you anymore. You were sitting in class when you felt something bounce off your shoulder and land on your desk. It was a note. You opened the note and it said “ why aren’t you dead yet (y/n) NO ONE WANTS YOU HERE LEAVE!!!!” that was it you were done you couldn’t take it anymore. You just wanted to die, end it all, make the pain go away. You slammed the note down on your desk and just let the tears flow out of your eyes. You looked around to see everyone laughing at you, but when you looked at niall he was just sitting there. Like he didn’t know what to do or say. You then took the razor bade and slide it across your wrist a couple of times. The blood immediately turned your arm into a canvas of dark red blood. You looked over and niall again and mouthed goodbye! He looked at you weird then down at your arm which was getting blood all over your desk and floor. Before he could say anything you got up and left the room. You were running down the hall not caring that you were loosing blood quite quickly. You were by the office when you stopped running because you started to feel light headed. You looked down at you arm and saw that blood was everywhere you had the blade in your other hand. You took your bloody arm layed the blade in that hand. You used the strength you had left in the hand to take the blade and slide it across your other wrist turning it into a canvas of blood too, you dropped the blade and stepped back until you were against the wall. You slid down to the ground. Things started to go blurry. You turned your head to see….
