Interracial Magcon Imagines (BWWM)

Jack Gilinsky Imagine- #Jadison Part 11

I slam the door shut, and slid down the door, hugging my knees releasing the tears I had been holding in.

I cried and cried. I didn't know what to do or what to think. I promised myself after the Madison incident I would never let myself cry over Jack again, but here I am, tears streaming down my face once again.

Should I believe him? No. Why should I. He had so much time to be with me if he really wanted to and now that Matt's in the picture, he just happens to reveal his unrequited love.

The fact that I'm crying and even considering believing him, is stupid which, is just making me angry and cry harder.

After a few minutes I had regained my composure and decided it was time I moved on. I let my last tear drop and fall down my cheek when, my phone started ringing, it was Matt. I cleared my throat before answering, and I was instantly greeted by his cheery voice.

"Hey babe!" he chirped.

"Hey Matt." I replied.

"I just called to say that I'm driving up to the traffic light and should be at your place in less then five minutes." he said.

"Oh. Ok." I replied completely forgetting I had invited him over.

"Baby are you ok?" he asked

"Yah I'm fine.Perfectly fine." I replied quickly.

"Are you sure?" he asked unconvinced.

"You sound kind of....... not ok." he said in concern.

I hate that after I cry my voice gets all groggy and manly. I cleared my throat in hopes that it would help.

"Ummm. Well you're driving with me on speaker phone, and everyone sounds weird that way." I said quickly coming up with an excuse.

"Ok.............. Uh. I guess I'll see you in like three minutes." he said.

"K see, ya bye love you." I said quickly hanging up.

I hopped off the floor and walked over to my bathroom. I checked the damage and it was not looking good.

My mascara was running my eyeliner was smudged and I looked like a hot mess. I turned on the tap and quickly washed my face. I didn't even bother re-applying my makeup, it's not like Matt expects me to wear it, he likes me better natural anyways. I walked out and plopped on my couch turning on the T.V, when there was knocking at my door. I got back up and went to open the door. There stood Matt, hot as usual with a  smile across of his face.

"Hey babe!" he cheered, pulling me into a hug and kissing the top of my head.

"Hey Matt." I said. He pulled away and took a look at me and the smile on his face quickly fell.

"Princess, what's wrong? I knew something was wrong. You look like you were crying. What happened?" he asked, noticing how my eyes were still red and puffy.

"Nothing. I'm fine." I said. Matt furrowed his eyebrows in disbelief.

"Actually, I kinda started our movie marathon without you, and I just finished Marley & Me." I said formulating another excuse.

"Oh. Ok." He said going with it.

"I know how that movie gets to you." he said slightly chuckling.

"Yah I've seen it like 500 times but, the ending still gets me every time." I said, throwing in a sniffle to add to it. I honestly HATE lying to Matt but, I didn't want to talk about what had just happened. I just want to put it behind me, and I don't want to  know how Matt would react if he knew.