Chapter 8: Personal Caregiver

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"I wan da pwease

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"I wan da pwease."

"Okay baby." jungkook said, as hands me the juice.

"It 'eels so nice to be wittle wight now." I said entering a deep headspace. Fear creeped in.

"Hey, hey breath okay,"

"Listen to my voice...okay, count when I do ." He said but his voiced sounded faint and loud and repeat. It repeats as I counted and focus on his voice.

"That's it. Just 'sink' and trust me!! You're safe." He said as I cried. Just a mini-fit befote calming down as a babble escaped my lips.

"I sowwy."

"Don't be,"

"Let's cuddle and sleep before everyone comes back okay!"

"Mkay...and tank chu." I said before kissing his cheek as a blush and giggle crept my face and lips just by looking at his reaction.

2 hours later.

"Wakey, wakey boo." Jungkook said as he woke up.

"Lets get you put of.your onesie and pull-up okay!" He said as namjoon hummed entrusting him. It felt nice for him to finally trust someone again but that didn't stop the voice inside his head from making feel like he was a burden.

"Namjoon do you always have an anxiety attack when you regress?!" Jungkook said with a calm face and sweet smile.

"Yea." He said not wanting to space back into reality

A moment of silence.

"Sorry, yes. When I regress deeper I fear because its scary to me being so vulnerable but after I 'sink' completely I feel fine. Just getting there is the problem."

"Mmh"

"Can I ask another question?! Or two!" Jungkook said with a awkward giggle.

"Sure."

"When did you first regress and why didn't you tell us?" Jungkook said with a worry sigh. Namjoon could tell that he wants to assure him that he's not judging him or want to make him feel bad but he can't help but worry and feel sad just a bit.

"Memories, experience, and then when I was friends with you guys i was scared of losing y'll and then bam jimin, jungkook and the rest of the littles were just like me and you guys so looked perfect and I couldn't bring myself to add me in." Namjoon said fiddling his fingers, and massaging his forehead.

"Oo baby, I hope you can tell the rest about your little secret okay."

"Stop you gon make me wittle, gotta be big foe the rest." He said as jungkook giggled.

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