play hard [Ongoing]

🌺33• His Plight.

Crystal>>

waking up and trying to make my days normal days for me, I do my daily skin routine and dress up for work

I'll pretend nothing about me is on the media and act all pissy as before and I guess that's what fits me more.

Being the badass bitch.

Walking down from my car I get to the elevator and to my office with Kelly giving me the most frustrating news.

Micah's right in my office.

Doing what for heaven's sake???

Okay. Fine.

I walk into my office like nothing happened between us, like we're complete stranger's, I put on a straight face and walk to my desk

Micah rests his back as I walk in and his eyes following my moves.

That's after I pull off my white suit.

I realize he stares at me so intimately and I have nothing to say so I rest my elbow on my desk and stare back.

"What can I do for you Mr gold?" I ask so formally as he sighs

"Well,...I guess I need to understand you one last time before i make my self clear and let you go." Micah says so bluntly as I scoff silently arching an eyebrow

"Okay,  what's that?" I ask then he presses his lips together

"You have feelings for me, don't you?" Micah state so utterly as pause observing how calm he acts right now.

"What?" I mumble at the question to my self

"You do?" He says again

And I tilt my head nodding

"No" I reply bluntly as his impression becomes disappointed,

Honestly, looking at him in the eyes makes me feel like I'm lying to my self.

But why don't I accept the fact he genuinely loves me?

I sincerely feel like he's only after me just to get a queen, and then a heir to his throne.

And not for sincere love and affection.

"Crystal...you don't?" Micah asks one more time as I nod

"Yeah,." I reply then he suck in the inside of his cheeks

I could see how disappointed he looks but tryna keep it away

Like....who cares.

He stands up and forces out a smile at me and I do the same.

"Thank you for making me understand better, I guess I won't bother you anymore again." Micah states as I nod bluntly.

"My pleasure if you do as you say" I reply twirling my fingers together.

Micah adjusts his suit and walks out after a last smile he gives me.

And what's with the weird weather?

Why is he acting so cold and depressed.

Well, after everything, I'm sure he'll be back for me again,..

Lol.

Micah gold>>

Walking out of her office my heart melts and heave a heavy sigh.

My bodyguards walk to me and bow their heads down in respect..

"Quit watching over crystal, I'm done with her." I order as they both look at each other in shock.

"Huh?'

I was being so protective about crystal in every way but I guess she doesn't need me in her life anymore,

The best thing is to give a distance and see who misses who the most, I'll give her a silent treatment and stay far away from her.

She'll only realize her feelings for me when I'm gone.

"Go back to Colorado, there is work over there" I add as they nod in respect while I find my way to the elevator and they walk behind me.

I get into my car and zoom home coz today was hectic after the meeting I had with crystal

Getting home, I pull of my shirt and remain shirtless, I immediately try to get rid of my heartbreak and pain by taking a shot or two of whiskey.

I wanna be fucking drunk and wasted, I wanna get my self hammered right now and get rid of my fucking pain.

I wanna forget ever falling in love with someone who has no same feeling for me.

How on earth did I get so much obsessed with a girl who never saw anything good in me?

How possible did she not fall for me after everything I did, sacrificing all I could....

Well...

*My whiskey speaks*

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"Why aren't you here with crystal ? This is meant to be a full visit?" Zach says as we begin eating in the dining room

"She might be busy today," I reply not sparing him a look

"Oh, okay." Zach mutters

"Why are you guys finding it difficult to understand each other?" Christy asks as I sigh

"We are understanding now, we are cool." I smile as Christy had a bright smile planted on her face

And I'm afraid she doesn't take my statement otherwise?

"Omg, tell me you guys are dating,?"

"Nah," I smile

"Engaged?"

"Nah,"

"The fuck, married?" Christy exclaim as I laughed,

When this isn't even funny

"We are just.... normal, no feelings,...no biffs, ..we are just cool." I explain as Zach and Christy turn speechless and only stare at me.

"Lemme get this straight, you guys aren't anything? Like... nothing?" Zach asked

"Exactly?" Christy adds

"Yeah..." I nod slightly pressing my lips together and with the look I get, I guess I'll get a nagging.

"Well,..uh..." Zach sighs in disappointment

"Fuck shit, why the hell aren't you guys working out?" Christy mumbles

"Maybe we aren't meant to be," I shrug taking a slice from my sandwich..

"Uh..." They both sigh as Christy's phone rings beside her

"Lemme go get this baby" she says to Zach before going upstairs.

"Bro, what do you do about the throne, you can't possibly give up because you missed a chance on crystal?" Zach says to me

"I know, I know, and that's why I need to act fast so Ryan won't return coming after the throne." I reply

"What do you do right now?"

"I'll go on a business trip, and get another girl." I utter as Zach pause giving me a more confused look.

"The fuck?, What about crystal?"

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