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Amy pov
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"Ok so everyone give me your snaps" Jane says, we are walking back to the collage after going to our school saying that we are lost. Well we aren't lost lost we just can't remember where our classroom is.
We have been wondering around for a while, at one point we were with three boys in our class and one of them was banging doors against walls. Literally didn't know what to do then, we just laughed it off.
I give her my snap and then accept the request to be my friend, we go and stand by the bus stop and see if we can see a teacher that we know, or the person who is in charge of our school program.
We see two of the people that are from our school however we don't go near them and we just stand there, they walk right past us. We keep standing for a little and then we start walking around.
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We did eventually find our classroom, one of the people from our school found us she was with jordyn from our class. We had actually been 30 minutes late so that was fun.
Now it's lunch time and I have decided to just get chips and gravy. That's what I have been getting at lunch normally so I just decided to get it on Thursdays too.
I honestly can't wait till I get out of here, Joyce is pissing me off. She keeps giving me major stank-eye, I don't know what her issue is and why she has it. She is just a bitch really.
I don't even sit near her I go and I sit with Ashton and talk with him, we talk about what he does at link and then he shows me his drawings again. We are still on the first book of his drawings and I am constantly asking him what is what because it's just so confusing. It's kind of funny though.
"You take forever to eat, your like a snail" I laugh as I point out how slow he is at eating, Ashton takes so long to eat. He laughs with me and just shrugs his shoulder. And then I remember how much I hate when people comment on my eating so I stop laughing.
I hate it when people comment on my eating because that's what my dad did. It was always 'you eat to much Amy!'
'You eat too little Amy!'
'You need to eat more Amy!'
'Fuck sake your eating too much!'
My dad always said that, and I cringe as the flashbacks come in.
"If you don't finish that you will be getting it for supper. Cold! I won't even heat it up" dad shouted. He's drunk again. As always. He is always drunk, well he isn't on the mornings he has work because he is gone by the time I'm awake.
"But I'm full, I'm not even hungry and this meat is too chewy I can't eat it!" I shout back, I've shouted back at him for as long as I can remember, I've always shouted back.
"Don't shout at me!" He shouted back, that's when I get up and put my plate into the kitchen and go upstairs to my bedroom, there is no point in arguing with him when he is drunk.
"You need to eat more Amy! You don't eat enough" he shouts up behind me, I ignore him and put my earbuds in. However it isn't long until they are out again.
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I smile at the teacher as I walk out of the classroom, it's two o'clock and I can finally escape from Joyce and her stank eye. She is massively pissing me off.
I look out for Matthew and instead I spot Ashton, he is standing with someone who is around the same description as Nathan said to look out for. I head over to the two of them and talk to them.
Once Ashton leaves us me and Matthew start talking.
"Is Ashton your boyfriend?" He asks, a smile on his face that I just wanna smack right off. Kinda like the one Nathan had on his face this morning.
"No, and I don't like him like that" I say, slowly getting sick of people saying I like him or saying that we would make a good couple and speaking of good couples Matthew says,
"You and Ashton would make a good couple, you seem all close and you flirt like you are a couple" he says and I immediately want to just walk in front of a car and hope it hits me.
I actually picture it in my head, me walking straight onto the road and a car hitting me. Yep no I can see it, and it makes a very good picture in my head, although I wouldn't actually walk into the road on purpose so a car would hit me.
I may want to die but I'm also afraid to. Death kinda scares me, not a lot but only a little. Enough that I won't kill my self no matter how much I want to die.
"We weren't flirting" I say, a tiny hint of annoyance in my voice. People annoy me and people saying that I'm doing something I'm not doing is even more annoying. It pisses me off. A lot.
My cousin Luke then shows up, and he joins our conversation.
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Let me know when u's are in town .
I text Emily,
Ok we are near eddies chips.
She replies,
I have no idea where Eddies chips is so I google it and it's close enough to town but I still decide to wait until she texts me that they are in town. When I walk in through the front door simba is staring at me all angry. So I start to get him ready with his lead and vest for when Emily texts me.
Which isn't long, she texts me when they are in McDonald's.
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Please 😭 this chapter is so boring
