The boys left early, something about needing to clean the shop leaving you alone with the two people who were closes to you. Although after one two many drinks, you could definitely see Wolffe's guard lower and his eyes stayed locked on you for the rest of the night. Even if your dress you still went toe to toe with the boys whether it was who could take the hardest punch or who could lift the heaviest thing. You felt free and content here with just being here with them, except when Wolffe tried to stand up that the night was over when he fell back into his seat laughing.
"I've missed this," you said putting one arm around him helping him up.
"I've missed you."
"I missed you too," a sad smile broke out, "and you," you said to Cody as he grabbed Wolffe's other side.
"You should be with us, fighting and having fun."
"You don't need me anymore, but I will never be far."
"General... he's looking a little Green," Cody said noticing the expression on Wolffe's face, "I'll be right back," he said carefully stepping away to get a bag.
"I'm fine, just realized what I said."
"Don't worry about it, doubt you'll remember it," you laughed try to defuse the tension.
"I love you," he said knowing this was probably one of the last chances he got to say it.
"I got him if you wanna go check on your men," Cody volunteered, pretending to not hear what what he just said.
"I'll see around Cody, haze him later for me," you jested pulling your arm away.
You said goodnight, leaving them to get back to the barracks. The alcohol rummaged around in your system, making you feel a little light headed. Maker, what is that stuff you groaned, never again. You found the boys sitting at the table, each of them silent but stern looking at each other.
"Can this wait til morning?," you said trying to put off whatever was coming.
"You should have stayed there with them," Crosshair said looking at you, his blood was ice, "You don't belong here," he said standing up, his legs wobbling a little bit but he put himself in front of you, "Tech doesn't want you and neither do I. I will... never love you," he said bumping his shoulder into yours, hoping the comment was enough to keep Tech out of your wraith.
Tech fiddled with his googles, chest tightening but followed after his brother who barely made it out the door before slumping against the wall. Tech felt empty, noticing the double meaning of what his brother had said, the sacrifice he made for him, his chest tighten even further barely being able to breath.
"Anyone else?" Ask trying to keep the breaking out of your voice, no one spoke, "I'm going to sleep in a hotel tonight."
When you got to your room you grabbed the med patches and placed them on your neck. Fumbling out of your dress you opted for your robes, stashing your sabers and grabbing a handful of credits before stumbling your way out of the ship.
"I'll go with you," Hunter offered waiting by the door.
"I want to be alone."
He gave you a nod seeing the pain in your eyes, "be safe."
"Where's the fun in that" you answered sourly.
The walk to the nearest cheapest hotel was sobering. You wanted nothing more then to rip the skin off your spine and regretting. I am the Collector, good nor bad, my duty is protect knowledge. And that is it.
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Those Who Fight Together | The Bad Batch
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