To Find You 🪄 Taekook/Vkook

🪄 01

"Tae.. hyung.. I.. I don't like you that way"

Jungkook didn't know how to react. He didn't know what to talk anymore.

Taehyung didn't hope either. Emotionless. That's what Jungkook saw on his face.

"I know kookie. I know you don't like me that way"

Taehyung nodded. Didn't know at jungkook or himself. He kept nodding.

He ignored what those big doe eyes screamed. He ignored those almost filled up tears.

But what he couldn't get was, why those round eyes and his words were not matching. They were saying different stories.

Taehyung ignored. He never did. He always understands what Jungkook feels even without words. He reacts fast even before Jungkook says anything.

They were each other's home. Still are. Every time Taehyung got right, unless this was the only time. Why? Taehyung didn't get that.

"I just wanted you to know kookie"

he stepped up to jungkook, palm found his muscled shoulder.

"We will join the military soon"

Taehyung didn't match with those eyes. Neither jungkook. Both pair of eyes glued onto the floor. Those jaws were tight, breaths were shaking.

"I just wanted to tell you before leaving"

then Taehyung looked at jungkook. He roamed his sharp eyes all over the younger's face.

His eyes, they were teary, Taehyung didn't know even why. Is it that much hurt knowing his best friend loves him? More than just a friend? Is that it? Or?

Taehyung shook his head, ignoring his inner self's eagerness to kiss those moles. Under his nose, under those lips.

He cursed at himself to not to glare at the cute scare on his cheek. Taehyung wanted to kiss. Don't get him wrong. It was not like he never did. He always kisses.

Whatever he wants, he always kisses jungkook. He knew he was the only one who could kiss jeon Jungkook. Even Jin hyung isn't allowed to.

Eagerness. This time it was not the same as it was. He wanted to kiss Jungkook not as a friend but as a man. It felt different.

Taehyung felt the pain running through all his veins. He always wanted Jungkook to see him as a man for as long as he can remember.

He doubted Jungkook ever saw him as what he really wants even for once. Even for a fucking minute.

Taehyung sighed. Held his hands on his. He caressed his inked arm, wondered even a little drop of ink related to him, as he saw how armys made theories on it.

He wondered if Jungkook ever considered him as such an important person in his life.

He caressed the letter "A" on his hands.

"It's just A for army. It doesn't mean V. No!"

Taehyung screamed at himself. He caressed the green mic on Jungkook's arm. Those eyes found Jungkook's. They were nowhere but only at him.

"Nothing will change between us kookie. Nothing"

jungkook watched those gloomy eyes, then those eyes landed on his arm where Taehyung was caressing.

"This green mic represents music hyung. My career. My everything"

Taehyung felt an electrical shock on his thumb. He wanted to take his arm away from the younger. He wanted to free himself yet he couldn't even move for a little bit.